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"Megan is the girl everyone thinks has it together-bubbly, funny, always smiling, always the one lifting the mood. But behind the energy is someone constantly overthinking every word she says, every look she gets, every silence that lasts too long. Years of criticism at home and pressure from everywhere else have taught her one thing: nothing she does is ever enough, and even compliments can't be trusted.
The only people who ever see through the mask are her roommate Lara and her best friend Sophia, who've learned how to hold her together when the world gets too loud. Then there's Manon-calm, confident, and frustratingly sincere-who starts noticing the cracks Megan hides so well. Unlike everyone else, Manon doesn't try to convince her with noise or praise. She just stays, consistently, like Megan is already worth staying for.
As friendship quietly shifts into something deeper, Megan is forced to question everything she believes about herself: if everyone else sees someone worth loving, why can't she?"
"Megan is loved by everyone-she just doesn't believe it. When a quiet, confident girl starts seeing through her smile, Megan is forced to confront the gap between how the world sees her and how she sees herself."
TW: Mentions and possibly attempts of suicide, eating disorders, mental disorders (depression anxiety overthinking etc)
A/N:most of this stuff is what happened to me but fictionalized a bit at the end of the book I'll tell you what was real and what wasn't