Felix has loved Hyunjin since they were kids-quietly, faithfully, and without ever asking to be chosen back. When Hyunjin gets a girlfriend, unrequited love strikes, and Felix begins to cough up petals as he develops Hanahaki. Will Felix choose himself, or choose courage and to face his fears? Sometimes, love blooms twice-once in pain, and once on purpose. credits to artist in the cover

Hyunjin's rise to CEO comes with long nights, missed dinners, and a slow, painful distance he never notices growing. Felix waits - through forgotten anniversaries, cold meals, and empty promises - until the night he overhears Hyunjin say he doesn't "have time for his marriage." The words break something in him. Now Felix must decide whether love can survive being forgotten... and Hyunjin must face the truth that he didn't lose Felix all at once - he lost him slowly, one unanswered message at a time. (disclaimer: credits to art in cover)

Chanlix ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jisung adds Felix to the group chat with all his friends but felix is shy and going to a new school (where he meets everyone in real life) but there are times when he wants to give up in life. Can the others help him see how worth it he is? Can chan make him feel like he matters?

The training grounds were silent under the pre-dawn dark, the kind of quiet that pressed against the ears like deep water. Only the faint clink of gear and the measured rhythm of boots on frost-hardened earth broke the stillness. ---- Felix : ​My life has been a calculation of precision and erasure. ​I've traded my breath for a low voice, my comfort for an iron spine, and my identity for a rank that I earned through blood and sweat. I thought I had perfected the art of non-existence. I am still a weapon of the state. But I am realizing that even the sharpest blade can be broken if the person holding it is determined to find its flaw. --- Hyunjin : ​I came to find an elite asset. Instead, I found a ghost dressed in a Sergeant's uniform. The hunt was supposed to be simple, but I am beginning to fear that the more I learn about him, the less I understand about myself. _Sheen

it all started when hyunjin (the heartthrob popular boy) missgender's Felix (the schools most nerdy boy that will only speak to you if you speak to him first) and calling him a girl... what would possible happen? What does Felix write in his diary about the boy? Best: #11 hyunlix

(Hyunlix) . . . Good night, darling~..... . . Felix lives with his parents until they suddenly sell him for money to this man whose name is apparently hyunjin. Felix, feeling betrayed by his family and having no friends, is forced into a relationship. . . Will felix and hyunjin have a great relationship...? **alot of spelling errors** **did not proof read**

"have you ever even touched yourself?" - b.c. "...i'm just an inexperienced virgin." - l.f. a/n desc; lee felix's agitation against his insecurities, made him unable to satisfy his girlfriend in their relationship. the grief ultimately led him to take up sessions of therapy so he could provide his best for his girlfriend. what happens when the oblivious male catches feelings in the state of misconception? will bang chan, his sex therapist, figure out why Felix's demeanor brought him weak to his knees? or will he too, push away these uncertain feelings in the fear of commitment? rankings; #1 chanlix 18-04-2022 #1 bangchan 05-11-2021 #5 skz 12-11-2021 started: 09-09-2021 ended: 09-04-2022