They say there are worse things than death. Amora is learning them by name. Marino and Elijah. After crossing the most powerful men in the world, Amora is not just missing. Her whole life is erased, her identity is scrubbed from every database, her face is altered in public archives. Like she never existed. But she is alive, in a place that does not exist, with people who do not exist. And they intend to make sure she never proves it. As secrets unravel, their hatred for her grow. One wants to wipe her every memory, every thought, every spark of defiance clean. The other says he wants nothing, but still wants to torture her physically, to make her crave death they've already given her. Their plan is specific, turn her into a lifeless doll. But the real question is who will succeed? Her or them? ~~~ MATURE 18+

Lorelei McGovern had always been a bit of an outlier. She didn't present in high school. She didn't present in college. She presented as a late bloomer in the middle of the street, in the middle of the night, in the middle of the city, with nobody around, or so she thought. Lorelei McGovern's life took an unexpected turn when she presented as an omega-later than most and under circumstances so traumatic that she retreated from the world. Secluded and struggling to accept her new reality, she chose solitude over submission. But when her fathers ask for her help managing their professional football team, she finally steps back into the real world. Two years later, she's the public relations and outreach manager for the Georgia Lightning, her father's professional football team. Still afraid of packs, she's sworn to do what she does best, help others. Enter Teddy Votren, the team's star linebacker-a dominant force on and off the field, yet unexpectedly gentle with her. What she doesn't realize, however, is that Teddy isn't alone. He's part of a pack-Declan, Ashton, Toby, and Ryland-each with their own pull on her soul. And they're scent-matched. Fate has chosen for her, but Lorelei isn't ready to belong to anyone, let alone an already completed pack with powerful alphas who stir both desire and fear within her. Going from alone one day, to practically packed up the next, Lorelei must figure out how to navigate the pack dynamic she's been forced into after a divisional playoff game gone wrong. As they weave themselves into her life, she must confront the truth she's been running from: she is an omega, and she is theirs. But belonging isn't easy, and neither is love. When past wounds resurface and outside forces threaten to tear them apart, Lorelei must decide-will she continue to deny who she is, or will she take her place beside the pack that was always meant to be hers?

"𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮." A forbidden romance between four obsessive vampires and the innocent girl they've been observing. #1 in vampire 22/12/23 #2 in psycho 5/01/24 (Vampire!Reverse harem x Fem) ╭──────────.★..─╮ 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬 ╰─..★.──────────╯ ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝟏𝟖+

BOOK ONE ~ I was born Vanessa Montgomery. But to be honest, I have always hated that name. ~ In a small fantasy world where loving your fellow gender is a crime that can get you arrested or worse, killed, Vanessa is asked to choose between going to jail or going to a home for 'getting better' and she might be a little bitch but she knew she would not survive a day in prison so getting better it was. Except if she knew what she was getting herself into, she would have gladly ran to prison and kissed the prison guard personally. In a place where each individuals name is changed into flavours that match their personality and are drawn to one another like magnets. Would she able to ignore the attractions that come out from her in waves for them or would she find herself tangled in a web of madness that she would never be able to escape from? WARNING: This is a polyamory/polyfidelity book with more than three characters having a relationship. There would be slight use of cuss words, mature content and basically everything that makes a book half smut and half fluff. ~ Highest ranking: #3 in fantasyfiction

||Band 1 'Die Legende der verlorenen Mädchen' || Ein plötzlicher Umzug, dunkle Familiengeheimnisse und viel zu attraktive Mitschüler. Was wie der Beginn eines klischeehaften Liebesromans klingt, wird für Alice schnell Realität, auch wenn sie sich oft nicht sicher ist, ob das der Beginn einer tragischen Geschichte wie die von Romeo und Julia ist oder nicht doch eher der Herr der Ringe trifft auf Harry Potter darstellen soll. Alice ist nur ein viel zu neugieriges, 18 Jahre altes Mädchen, auf der Flucht vor ihm Schicksal. Ihr Leben wird über Nacht schlagartig auf den Kopf gestellt. Reed lässt seit einem tragischen Verlust niemanden mehr an sich heran, ist gefährlich, tief verstrickt in illegalen Machenschaften und scheinbar gefühllos, jedoch als einziger in der Lage, ihr wirklich zu helfen. Als sie aufeinandertreffen, geht für ihn eine neue Sonne auf, während ihre Welt in eine ewige Finsternis getaucht wird. Keine MATE oder VAMPIR Geschichte!!! WARNUNG: Enthält Kraftausdrücke, SEXUELLE Inhalte, kann eventuell leicht TRIGGERN an einigen Stellen. [16+ Story] Best ranking: ♠#1 in Fantasy (29.12.20) ♠#1 in Götter (15.06.21) ♠#4 in Romantik (15.06.21) ♠#7 in Chicklit (12.12.21) ♠#1 in Mythologie (01.05.22) All rights reserved- VanillaWinston ©Copyright 2020 April 2020 - März 2021

-Reason is powerless in the expression of love- Wenn Jaron und Clea aufeinander treffen, prahlen zwei Welten zusammen für die es tausend Gründe gibt es nicht zu tun. Kein schwarz oder weiss, kein Gut oder Böse nur zwei Menschen die versuchen, ihr Gewicht in dieser Welt zu tragen. Beide können es nicht gebrauchen und doch lässt es sich nicht verhindern. Die Liebe findet immer ihren Weg. Was also geschieht, wenn das Schicksal ein Junge von dem die meisten gerade mal seinen Namen wissen und ein Mädchen, dass ihre Schatten zu verdrängen versucht, zusammenführt? Können sie ihren Schatten entfliehen, sich den Intrigen und Geheimnissen stellen? Sich erlauben zu lieben, zu leben und zu träumen? Ist Liebe tatsächlich so stark ? Das hammer Cover ist von lettersxlove! Dies ist meine erste Geschichte. Würde mich freuen, wenn ihr mal reinschauen würdet und eure Meinung da lässt :) #48 in Romantik 31.1.2019 #02 in Romantik 06.2.2019 #11 in Romantik 06.4.2020

BOOK 2 (NOT A STAND ALONE)******** Can Ariana survive yet another challenge that life throws her way? *** Ariana's life was getting better, brighter, and fuller. That is until her father decided to take it all away from her. Now, she has to deal with love, hate, and most of all, herself. To top it off, the secrets that are lurking in the corner, slowly coming to light, might just make or break the only strong relationships she has left. Lines blur between the truth and lies as Ariana just might start losing herself amid this mess. Or can she stop it? Can she deal with what's going on? Can she deal with... Her New Challenge?

Will Ariana cope with new changes or will she completely break? *** 16 year old Ariana has never had an easy life. Coping with depression at a young age when she didn't even know what it meant was definitely not on her bucket list. So when her mother announces that she is getting remarried, Ariana has to learn to accept her new father and six brothers, who have their own dark secrets, whilst carrying her own. Follow Ariana as she copes with unknown emotions that she hasn't felt in years. Will she accept... Her new life?

❞Wie soll man einen Menschen lieben, wenn man vor Jahren aufgehört hat, an die Liebe zu glauben?❝ • • • Alea ist es leid, ihr Herz an Männer zu verschenken, die ihre Liebe nicht zu schätzen wissen. Und gerade als sie der Meinung ist, dass ein einsames Herz für sie leichter zu ertragen ist, als ein gebrochenes, trifft sie auf ihn - Kyson Evans. Was Alea anfangs jedoch nicht ahnt, ist, wie gebrochen dieser Mann ist. Wie unfähig Kyson ist, jemanden zu lieben. • • • Triggerwarnung: In diesem Buch werden Depressionen, körperliche Gewalt, Schlafstörungen, Sucht und (vor allem) Tod & Trauer thematisiert. Auch detaillierte sexuelle Handlungen sind enthalten. ©anas_shades

Raised in the Mafia, I have known no other life other than cold calculated violence and discipline. A life where brutality is praised and weakness is ridiculed, I became the best of my parents and the worst the world has ever seen. Young and still gaining control of my mafia, love is never an option for me, that is until one night at a Mafia ball where I spy a woman who has me to my knees. I want more, more, more. She's reckless and cunningly beautiful. Too good for me and yet the only one for me. We fight for survival and for each other because neither one of us will let go. ------------------------- I sat in the back, legs apart and looked at her with my head tilted. She licked her lips and squeezed though the front seats all the while looking at me. I pulled her towards me and she chuckled as she sat on my lap. Her legs were either side of me and her breathing was ragged. I ran my hand down her cheek and pulled her into me. I kissed her lips and soon our tongues whirled around. Hungry and rough. She held her head back and I began to plant rough kisses onto her beautiful neck. "Am I a bad influence?" She breathed. Her hands were on the back of my neck. I stopped kissing her and looked up at her. "Everyone needs a little bad in their lives." I whispered back making her smile. My hands found her waist and I noticed her short dress had ridden up exposing her thighs. She wore it to tease me and I loved it. Fuck, I loved her body. She breathed into my neck and I pulled off her dress in one slick motion. My hands were all over her back, feeling her, touching her. Her soft skin drove me crazy. ------------------------- BE AWARE: Trigger warnings: MATURE CONTENT 18+ (SMUT) SWEARING VIOLENCE/GUN VIOLENCE SELF HARM/SUICIDE (REFERENCES) EXPLICIT LANGUAGE REFERENCES TO RAPE SMOKING/ALCOHOL/DRUGS BLOOD/DEATH/GORE ©️ All rights reserved ™️ The Walnut Tree BOOK TWO OF THE MAFIA SERIES