when I cry... I can't help but smile. the pain inside takes me over as soon my eyes turn dull and my body becomes weak. my eyes turn to stone as they don't show what they use to. tears... tears flow down my face as my smile grows wider as I laugh... I turn into a empty whole as I feel there is no meaning for me to live.... friends... friends, the knife under my bed... the tears I hold inside.. iwaizumi.. save me... cause I don't think I will make it much longer.. -oikawa

𝙊𝙝 𝙗𝙤𝙮- 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙧. "𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩". 𝘼𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙣 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡𝙨? 𝙄𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚, 𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙘𝙚. 𝙃𝙚'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙮. 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙢𝙚- 🤫 (Currently being re-written)

befor I explain, I had drawn the cover for this book! I'm actally proud of it tbh. (this may contain some iwa x oikawa MAY) ☡warning: this book will have actions of bullying, possible swear words, suicidal actions: cutting etc. If you are sensitive to anything such, I don't suggest you read this.☡ oikawa for awhile has been geting bullyed by four 3rd years, you think he wouldn't be at all hurt by there words, but they hurt like sharp knifes to his heart. he became more silent, more out of it, tierd...his volleyball teammates begin to notice his behavior, but never bothered to tell him. but it's not like oikawa would tell anyone about him being bullyed, he never has been bullyed in his life...so he is unsure what to even do, to scared to tell a soul.

Oikawa Tooru is a 18 year old and has a rough life at home. Dad disappeared off the face of the earth. Mom is ill but ignores her self and drinks and smokes regularly. He never really had anyone to lean on. Except for his best friend Iwaizumi Hajime. He has other friends and a girlfriend as well but Iwazumi is the only one he can vent to. One day in the hallway he sees this guy who peaks his interest. But not in the way he thought it would. (P.S. I do not own this picture or this anime)

The squeaking of the shoes and the people in the court shouting "Nice receive!" "Nice kil!" "Nice block!" Could be heard from outside The gym door opened to reveal a girl around their age, everyone stopped what they were doing and looked towards the door. "Y/N-CHAN" Oikawa shouted running towards the girl. "Who is that?" " Is that Oikawa's girlfriend?" "I thought his girlfriend dumped him" " did he get another one?" The team whispered among themselves.

Will Oikawa ever find true love, or not. Trigger warning: SELF HARM

How do you save someone who doesn't want saved? Oikawa refuses to admit that he's struggling. His hands are bruised and his eyes are tired. He puts on a brave face pretending that everything is okay but what if someone lifts the veil of deceit.