Ten years of silence. A five-year breakup. A single night of neon lights and "blackout" mistakes. Felix is the best friend who remembers everything. Hyunjin is the broken man who remembers nothing. By day, they are childhood friends. By night, they are a secret habit that only one of them is conscious for. Felix is giving everything he has to fix a heart that isn't his-but how long can he live as a ghost in his own bed? ________

Childhood trauma that led to the horrible outcome as it changes Hyunjin into the monster himself, the feelings he lost to life in general, unable to feel anything but hate and pleasure to terror, leading to him becoming the most cruel some man in Mafia circles. Hiding his identity he faces the most horrible things, the murder mistake and the son of the leader of mafia gang is the main object of his interest. If he will expose himself, he will be wanted by the whole under world. Will he be able to stop killing? Or desire is too high to hold? Where is his LOST LIGHT? Will be Felix able to shine high enough for him to stop the bloody murderer? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The book contains blood, SMUT, angst, bulling and a lot of fights. If you read my first book about Hyunlix "Voices" it will be even more bloody! I inspired on two books , it were mangas "Insensible" and "Code name Anastasia". It was just inspiration the line doesn't follow any of the lines.

𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐱 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝗼 𝐝𝗼 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝗼𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐯𝗼𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬. 𝗺𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐲𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐡𝐢𝗺. 𝐓𝐖: •𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟-𝐡𝐚𝐫𝗺 •𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝗼𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬 •𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬 •𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐯𝗼𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬/𝐥𝗼𝐮𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝗼𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 •𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝗼𝐧 •𝐬𝗺𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐝 (𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝗼𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠) 𝐯 𝗼 𝐢 𝐜 𝐞 𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐬 @𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐀-𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄

Felix, a fresh face, finds an instant friendship with Jisung, a bright spirit dimmed by the shadows of relentless bullying. When Felix steps in, he becomes a target himself, but an unexpected ally emerges. Hyunjin - a brooding, enigmatic figure who seems to materialize whenever they need rescuing. Felix finds himself drawn to Hyunjin's quiet strength and hidden depths, unaware of the darkness that consumes Hyunjin's home life. Hyunjin, battling his own demons, is torn between his growing feelings for Felix and a fierce protectiveness, desperate to shield him from the ugliness that permeates his existence, even if it means sacrificing his own happiness. Their intertwined lives become a battleground where friendship, love, and the scars of a broken home collide, testing the boundaries of loyalty and the lengths one will go to protect those they care about. ✨Hyunlix✨ •With a little bit of Minsung• 🤭

Hwang hyunjin had lost the meaning of life, he couldn't paint anymore... the only thing that made him feel alive. So, his bestfriend dragged him to a club because "You need to get out of this shit hole". And though hyunjin really didn't want to go, going there might be the best decision of his life because there he saw him. His ruin. His salvation. The only one worth cherishing life for. And the next thing we know... Mr artist is obsessed.

Felix is a shy boy who loves nothing more than reading his books and escaping reality. His best friend Hyunjin has long been his protector. He has scared off bullies, and stopped Felix from getting the crap kicked out of him. When Felix returns to college, a transformed man, Hyunjin realises why he's been protecting him all these years. Will their friendship stand the test of time? Or will new circumstances come between the pair? #hyunlix number 1 15/07/2022

STORY IS NOT TO SEXUALIZE THE IDOLS. THIS IS 𝐏𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 started: Nov 19 2025 ended:Dec 23 2025 Felix swore not to go back to hyunjin after what he had done, ....hell, he even promised, his bandmates have tried all they could do to fix them but maybe they might just figure it all out themselves book contains: fluff, angst, love, heartbreak (no smut cause i genuinely can't) enjoy! : ‹𝟹 ∙ 🕷

(COMPLETED) It's an everyday thing, hyunjin gets drunk and sneaks into felix's room every night, felix gets tired of it and everything goes completely wrong. (YALL WILL ENJOY THIS BOOK TRUST) highest rank: (🏅1# HYUNLIX ) book contains: -angst -smut -mentions of ED, and depression -heavy arguments

Hyunjin is a cold and structured single father who's spent seven years raising his daughter Minji alone after her other parent walked out-without ever looking back. But when Minji starts asking why she doesn't have a second parent like her classmates, Hyunjin panics. His solution? Hire someone to pretend. Enter Felix-soft-hearted, sunshine-smiled, and completely unprepared to play "Papa." But Minji believes he's the real one who left and came back... and Hyunjin doesn't have the heart to correct her. What begins as a lie becomes a lifeline. To Minji. To Hyunjin. To Felix. But lies don't last forever-and when emotions start to feel too real, the truth could shatter everything.

Felix was the sunshine of the studio-loved, gifted, and born to dance. Hyunjin was the cold prodigy-focused, untouchable, and heir to the company. They were fire and ice, never meant to mix. Until one accident changes everything. When Felix loses his ability to dance, his world falls silent. No one can reach him-not his family, not his friends. No one... except Hyunjin. In the space between grief and recovery, something fragile begins to form. A slow-burn story about identity, healing, and learning to love beyond what you've lost. "You don't have to move the way you used to to matter to me," he says. "Then let me show you how I feel," I whisper.