Elliot Eneide, 21, moved to the United States from England three years ago after an incident with her mom. After two failed suicide attempts, she was determined to succeed the third time, but then 19 year old Billie Eilish stumbled into her life, turning her world upside down and making it hard to say goodbye.

I bite my lip as I contemplate whether I should ask the question that's been bouncing around my head all day. Taking a deep breath, I look up at her. "Are you embarrassed of me," I blurt out before I can change my mind. "Is that why you haven't told anybody about us?"

"Your favourite patients back," Billie O'Connell's home isn't a sanctuary - it's a war zone. With parents who scream more than they speak and a house that feels colder than the streets, Billie would do anything to escape. And she does - through a loophole that lands her in the hospital night after night, just for a few hours of peace and quiet. But loopholes don't stay hidden forever. Harley works on the paediatric mental health unit. She's seen kids like Billie before - but none of them have gotten under her skin quite like this. Billie is sharp, guarded, and heartbreakingly young. And when Harley breaks protocol to give her a lifeline - a phone number scribbled on a napkin - their connection deepens into something neither of them expected. As nights turn into weekends and hospital visits turn into sleepovers, Billie finds herself wanting things she never thought she'd have: a warm bath. A soft voice. A home. A hand to hold when the world gets too loud. And maybe... love. But love isn't simple - not when it's built from trauma and quiet, stolen moments. And Billie's world isn't done breaking yet. A tender, aching story of survival, found family, and the kind of love that heals from the inside out. Achieved: #1 in mentalhealthmatters

When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. Depression Anxiety Eating disorder Self-harm gxg Achieved 🥈 in #billieeilish 🥈 in #gxg 🥇 in #eilish

You're 16 and already a celebrity. Your songs get played more and more everyday and you get recognized alot. Great right? Nope. Your best friend dies in a car crash and depression kicks in. You don't see a point in living. Until you meet a wonderful person. But will you be able to keep that person happy?... Snippet: "Doctor: "I'm sorry to tell you that Drew has passed away"" *TW: mentions of depression and suicide **Every chapter has a quote. The quote does not always have to do something with the events in the chapter, but it's more for your motivation in life.

When Billie makes a fake account on a dating app as a joke, she finds a girl who captures her interest; Carter Lee. Carter has a hard exterior and seems intimidating but is actually struggling with her past and family issues as she is currently responsible for her niece. See how Billie and Carter's 'friendship' blooms. This book contains smut 🤫 Billie is mostly bottom/switch Billie is blonde in this book! Achieved: 🥇 in billieeilish 🥇 in Eilish 🥈 in billieeilishsmut

~ completed ~ After being kicked out by her parents, Erin is given the opportunity of a lifetime. But knowing that running away will never solve any of her problems, will she take it? gxg Achieved #1 under billieeilish Achieved #1 under billie Achieved #1 under bisexual Achieved #1 under gxg Achieved #3 under bilsexual Achieved #2 under eilish Achieved #1 under lesbian Achieved #1 under girlfriend

when billie and madison's world's collide, their relationship will be put to the test. will billie be able to commit? -lowercase intended -a lil bit of smut here and there - tw// self harm, alcohol, drugs, attempts, & death hashtag achievements: #1 in billieeilishfanfic #1 in bil #4 in billieeilish

"i'm scared. i'm scared because nobody has ever made me feel the way you make me feel. i'm scared because nobody has ever cared for me as much as you do" warning: this book contains mentions of, abuse, self harm, sexual harassment, assault, rape and other mature content. this book is inspired by "come out and play" by billie eilish. it's also inspired by "cinnamon girl" by lana del ray and "gilded lily" By Cults. Also the vibe of it is the MV for 'male fantasy'

"yo, Athena, get over here" I turned my head and saw Billie. The last time we properly talked was like middle school, and she was just asking for an eraser. I stood up from my lunch table and made my way over. "yeah?" i asked with my arms crossed. "How about you and me play a little game?" she licked her lips. "what game?.." i asked skeptically. "30 Day Rule of course" she smirked. ____________________________________________ This book started from pure imagination until i remembered "To all the boys I've loved before" exists so lowkey embarrassing😭 🏅1st in #gay 🏅1st in #bil 🏅2nd in #eilish 🏅1st in #billie 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅1st in #eilish 🏅6th in #whenweallfallasleepwheredowego 🏅2nd in #billie