A teenage girl battling with mental illnesses and disorders meets someone who shares similar battles to her own. Will she be able to open her heart up enough to let her help? Or will everything end in tragedy? Achievements #1 in suicide prevention #1 in suicide awareness

In a quiet town marked by unsettlingly high suicide rates, two friends weighed down by youth find their lives taking different paths one chooses to leave, while the other stays behind. Billie, rising quickly to fame in an unforgiving industry, struggles to intertwine herself with the challenges of growing up. Conflicted within her life, she harbors her darkness, determined to keep it underneath the limelight. Yet, life for her only pushes everything into the spotlight, and her secrets only threaten to make her vulnerable. Natalie, stripped of choices and lost in a sea of unpromising opportunities, clings to her once-promised creativity. Stuck in her role of once a high school student unhappy, and denatured of good in her life struggles to live. Within her resides a key, but what she truly seeks is a door that will invite her to stay. TRIGGER WARNING🔐 heavy sexual themes various mentions of: sh, suicide ideation, truama, depression, etc.

Trigger warning for this book! I won't be putting a warning by every chapter. Also this is completely fictional

you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

For as long Summer knew, she hated life. She hated the fact that she was still alive. Struggling with depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder, and anxiety, the only thing keeping her alive is Billie Eilish. When Summer finally gets tickets to her concert, in her city, it changes everything. Can Billie keep summer alive or will summer come to the conclusion that the life she lives was never made for her? Read to find out! ⚠️This book does contain strong topics such as: self-harm Eating disorder mention of suicide and mention of abuse If any of these topics trigger you, you can skip it. I will put '⚠️' before any of these topics start and end⚠️. Enjoy!!!! Achievements: #1 eilish

Elliot Eneide, 21, moved to the United States from England three years ago after an incident with her mom. After two failed suicide attempts, she was determined to succeed the third time, but then 19 year old Billie Eilish stumbled into her life, turning her world upside down and making it hard to say goodbye.

I bite my lip as I contemplate whether I should ask the question that's been bouncing around my head all day. Taking a deep breath, I look up at her. "Are you embarrassed of me," I blurt out before I can change my mind. "Is that why you haven't told anybody about us?"

"Your favourite patients back," Billie O'Connell's home isn't a sanctuary - it's a war zone. With parents who scream more than they speak and a house that feels colder than the streets, Billie would do anything to escape. And she does - through a loophole that lands her in the hospital night after night, just for a few hours of peace and quiet. But loopholes don't stay hidden forever. Harley works on the paediatric mental health unit. She's seen kids like Billie before - but none of them have gotten under her skin quite like this. Billie is sharp, guarded, and heartbreakingly young. And when Harley breaks protocol to give her a lifeline - a phone number scribbled on a napkin - their connection deepens into something neither of them expected. As nights turn into weekends and hospital visits turn into sleepovers, Billie finds herself wanting things she never thought she'd have: a warm bath. A soft voice. A home. A hand to hold when the world gets too loud. And maybe... love. But love isn't simple - not when it's built from trauma and quiet, stolen moments. And Billie's world isn't done breaking yet. A tender, aching story of survival, found family, and the kind of love that heals from the inside out. Achieved: #1 in mentalhealthmatters

When seventeen-year-old Olivia takes a midnight walk in the downtown streets of la with the intention of taking her own life, she meets someone she never thought she'd ever see again. As Olivia struggles with multiple mental illnesses, Billie and her reconnect after several years. Billie doesn't just save her that night, she helps Liv begin the process of loving life again. Depression Anxiety Eating disorder Self-harm gxg Achieved 🥈 in #billieeilish 🥈 in #gxg 🥇 in #eilish

You're 16 and already a celebrity. Your songs get played more and more everyday and you get recognized alot. Great right? Nope. Your best friend dies in a car crash and depression kicks in. You don't see a point in living. Until you meet a wonderful person. But will you be able to keep that person happy?... Snippet: "Doctor: "I'm sorry to tell you that Drew has passed away"" *TW: mentions of depression and suicide **Every chapter has a quote. The quote does not always have to do something with the events in the chapter, but it's more for your motivation in life.