-𝒐𝒉 𝒏𝒐, 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "We're sending you to boarding school. In America." When Lynx's girlfriend dies, her parents are left with other choice but to send her to boarding school to straighten out her grades. They want her to get over Chelssy's death. Maybe meet someone new. And oh boy, does that happen. Billie. Billie Eilish. The girl notorious for breaking people's hearts without so much as batting an eyelid. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏- 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 1 𝒊𝒏 #𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 1 𝒊𝒏 #𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆

⌜𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘚𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘐 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘊𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺𝘸𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘝𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘐 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘵, 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳, 𝘱𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘴 '𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴𝘬 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯? 𝘐 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦⌟ F1 and collage shit :) Fuck a description, am I right? UNCONTINUED

"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020

"Vegan brownies slap hard, so shut the fuck up!" I yelled to Lucy and Pen. "Oh Mamas, don't I know it" an all too familiar voice said from behind me. This fanfic is just for fun (meaning completely fictional), in my spare time. Show it love, spelling might be different, if you're from America, as I am Australian. Hence why it starts in Aus. Slightly going off this years timeline, but just remember its completely fictional.

"oh my god, help. i'm dead. her eyes. her eyes, dude." ----- obviously willow had heard of the famous billie eilish already, i mean, how could you not. but until then she'd never really cared who that eilish-girl was. scarred from her past, willow liked the new feeling of being appreciated and soon falls for the singer. although billie herself, has struggles to come clear with her own and new feelings for the other girl. are they supposed to be? ----- - strong language - brief mentions of suicide and depression - smut ----- achieved: 2 in #lesbian (april 2022) 4 in #gxg (july 2022) 2 in #billieeilish (august 2022) 1 in #wlw (august 2022) 1 in #concert (december 2022) 3 in #billie (march 2023) 1 in #finneas (april 2023)

A teenage girl battling with mental illnesses and disorders meets someone who shares similar battles to her own. Will she be able to open her heart up enough to let her help? Or will everything end in tragedy? Achievements #1 in suicide prevention #1 in suicide awareness

Billie rises fast inside an unforgiving industry, her life expanding until there is no space left to be private. Fame does not save her. Every feeling is louder, everything more visible, every moment lived under watch. She learns how to perform strength while carrying a darkness she refuses to name, terrified that if she lets it surface, it will consume her. The world keeps asking for more of her, even as she is quietly unraveling. Nat remains behind, rooted in a place that never opens for her. Stripped of choice and opportunity, she clings to her creativity as proof that she still exists. Her life is small, quiet, and heavy. She survives by disappearing inward, haunted by the sense that something essential has already passed her by. Around her neck hangs a key, a symbol of what she has always believed she was waiting for, though she no longer knows what door it belongs to, or if it will ever open. Years later, when their lives intersect again, love does not arrive as salvation. It arrives as tension. As longing. As fear. Their connection becomes both refuge and risk, forcing them to confront the parts of themselves they've learned to hide. Together, there is desire, guilt, shame, and the terrifying realization that loving someone does not mean you know how to stay alive for them. TRIGGER WARNING🔐 heavy sexual themes various mentions of: sh, suicide ideation, truama, depression, etc. Slow burn, friends to lovers, gxg.

Trigger warning for this book! I won't be putting a warning by every chapter. Also this is completely fictional

you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

For as long Summer knew, she hated life. She hated the fact that she was still alive. Struggling with depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder, and anxiety, the only thing keeping her alive is Billie Eilish. When Summer finally gets tickets to her concert, in her city, it changes everything. Can Billie keep summer alive or will summer come to the conclusion that the life she lives was never made for her? Read to find out! ⚠️This book does contain strong topics such as: self-harm Eating disorder mention of suicide and mention of abuse If any of these topics trigger you, you can skip it. I will put '⚠️' before any of these topics start and end⚠️. Enjoy!!!! Achievements: #1 eilish