once upon a time I hated this story and my younger self and took the anger out on you guys, who were also young and new to the world of fandom. i wrote this when I was 11 and as I grew out of it I made some questionable decisions on how to handle my past regrets. this story is not perfect and has some things i would not include in something i would write today. please enjoy my 11 year old self's super self indulgent creepypasta boyfriend scenarios. this is very much a product of it's time, and is baked deep in 2014 nostalgia for me. to all 12 year old creepypasta fans - enjoy yourselves.