"Your favourite patients back," Billie O'Connell's home isn't a sanctuary - it's a war zone. With parents who scream more than they speak and a house that feels colder than the streets, Billie would do anything to escape. And she does - through a loophole that lands her in the hospital night after night, just for a few hours of peace and quiet. But loopholes don't stay hidden forever. Harley works on the paediatric mental health unit. She's seen kids like Billie before - but none of them have gotten under her skin quite like this. Billie is sharp, guarded, and heartbreakingly young. And when Harley breaks protocol to give her a lifeline - a phone number scribbled on a napkin - their connection deepens into something neither of them expected. As nights turn into weekends and hospital visits turn into sleepovers, Billie finds herself wanting things she never thought she'd have: a warm bath. A soft voice. A home. A hand to hold when the world gets too loud. And maybe... love. But love isn't simple - not when it's built from trauma and quiet, stolen moments. And Billie's world isn't done breaking yet. A tender, aching story of survival, found family, and the kind of love that heals from the inside out. Achieved: #1 in mentalhealthmatters

~COMPLETED~ Isabelle and her best friend Billie, are in love. Until her parents see them kissing one day after school and they ship her off to boarding school. Story starts as they are 16, however is based 4 years later. Billie lives her life becoming famous and they haven't seen each other since that afternoon. What will happen when they finally see each other again? ⚠️ PLEASE READ ⚠️ I do not put Trigger Warnings at the start of each chapter. Please note this book is marked as mature content for a reason; Everyone is different, meaning different things trigger different people. Viewer discretion is advised. This book will eventually contain smut, bc duh. Accomplishments: #7 - billieeilish # 1 - blohsh #1 - billieeilishstory *completed October, 2020*

Harlow and her boyfriend of 3 years, Alex seem perfect on the outside. They're everyone's definition of a perfect couple. But behind closed doors, where no ones eyes can see, things get dark. What happens when that darkness slips into the light and is seen by one of the most famous musicians in the world? [COMPLETED]

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

❝𝐈 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐈 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔❞ ╳╳╳╳ ʬʬ𝗐𝖾𝗅𝖼𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 ᜰ 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑰𝑵 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 ᜰ ↳ after still messing around with your ex husband, you began to wonder if you're still in love with him after finding out about his new girlfriend... ╳╳╳╳ 𖥻toji 𝗑 𝖿𝖾𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 𖥻𝗌𝗆𝗎𝗍 𖥻𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍 𖥻𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿 ▸𝖢𝖫𝖠𝖲𝖲𝖸𝖱𝖡𝖥

Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

A story where Billie becomes strongly obsessed with a fan from a concert. So obsessed she even turns a bit deranged. _____________________ Started: March 24th, 2024 *EXTREMELY SLOW UPDATES*

lila, a freshman in college, has no idea going to an irrelevant party will change the trajectory of her life, forever. will she be happy for all the changes or not? or will she wish nothing ever happened? *intentional lowercase *touchy topics including: sh substance abuse assult started a random sunday night 3/3/24 finished 6/21/24

Imagines/ mini series/ girlxgirl ~I also have two more books out~

This is a sequel to "The fan in row one"