"What do you do after you almost die?" "You move on." "How?" "Kelli, you're different after things like this this happen, you change and after something like this, it will be harder." "I don't want to change, I want to be the same person I was before this mess!" "Kelli, you can't have change without changing yourself, but I'm willing to help you regain what was there."

i don't know what the hell this is i wrote it five years ago but it's about olivia benson and amanda rollins and i think there's a chapter about chloroform because i was ✨freaky✨ but yeah have fun