"You were the first person I trusted here." "I didn't forget you, Jisung..." "Then why does it feel like you did?" Before the stages, before the lights-there were two boys and one dream. Now, one of them is smiling for the cameras. The other is disappearing behind it. He was Chan's first kid. But the world only sees the leader and the mood maker. Not the long nights. Not the missed birthdays. Not the silence growing louder with every comeback. And when the laughter fades, What's left behind the mask? ---

{COMPLETE/ EDITING} jisung mistakenly texts minho thirsty messages thinking it is his best friend. the two hit it off almost instantaneously. however, sometimes the beginning of something reveals how it will eventually end. crackhead text story with your healthy supply of angst ✨😌 TW: anxiety, depression, suicide ~ ranks: #1 in minho #1 in han #2 in kpop started: 8/19/20 completed: 2/16/21

Jisung wants to die. Not tomorrow. Not next week. Right now. Every breath feels like a curse- he hopes it's his last. But what if fate has other plans? Loving someone so broken, they can't even feel it- that's the cruelest kind of mess. TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG

He's had enough. Felix's mental health has never been the best, he's always struggled and has yet to find a reason to live. He finally gave up and let himself slip into an dark void...he jumped off the highest bridge in town, but the peace and quiet of the water didn't last long. He was pulled out from it, coughing out all the water he had taken in. He opens his eyes to see a black and white flag with a skull on it. Felix is now in 1660, a year where pirates roamed the seas freely, the captain of the ship being none other then Hwang Hyunjin. -- The trigger warnings are in the beginning of the book. Best rankings: #1 in pirates #1 in skz #5 in hyunlix #10 in idol

"Are you sure we've never met before? You seem so familiar" Hyunjin asked, calm but curious. Felix smiled widely and met his gaze. "You have no idea..." <3 This is the sequel to 'In outer sea', if you havent already read it, it will be on my page. Best rankings: #1 in Hyunjin #1 in pirate

𝘈 𝘧𝘦𝘸 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭-𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘵𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘴. 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯? 𝘛𝘞: 𝘔𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘚𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘮 ⚠️ 𝘚𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨 ✨ 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘵 2/2

This is the third book of the trilogy of "in outer sea", one of my favourite written books. Another roller coaster, bring tissues my friends.

𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳 𝘬𝘪𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵. 𝘛𝘞: 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘉𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘏𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘢, 𝘔𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘚𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘮.⚠️ 𝘚𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨 ✨ 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘵 1/2