valerieeengene
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S=smut
He shines on stage with a grin so radiant it's almost believable. Behind closed doors, that smile fades into silence. And eventually, silence becomes something darker.
He's hurting. But no one knows.
He's breaking. But no one sees.
Not even Park Sunghoon, the boy who's supposed to be his sworn enemy, the boy Jake has loathed and longed for since I-LAND. The boy who doesn't realize that his sharp words and cold indifference have left scars far deeper than anyone expected.
What starts as tension between enemies slowly burns into something raw, something real and something terrifying.
When the weight of depression grows too heavy, Jake begins to spiral into the lowest point of his life. He goes through therapy, isolation, self harm, and a rooftop visit where everything stops in peace.
But he's not alone.
Because love, real love, doesn't arrive gently.
It crashes.
And even then, it still stays.
A slow burn, enemies to lovers story between two idols drowning beneath the spotlight.
This fic doesn't just show the dynamic change between Jake and Sunghoon,but also mainly focuses on their problems, mainly focused on Jake's mental health when he spirals into depression. So no,it's not only just about Jakehoon,but rather just mixed with a story about Jake's struggles in this fic.
!characters are not owned by me! They're members from HYBE company's boy group ENHYPEN. Will put warnings in each chapter. There will be smut. Skip if uncomfortable. This fic mainly revolves around angst. A LOT of angst. Most of it is angst. So if it gets too much,please turn off the screen and breathe again before proceeding.