The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)

Sequel to Burn for you | Six months apart. Six months of pretending they were fine. Blair Ashford is rebuilding the mess she left behind, convincing herself she doesn't still ache for Billie. Billie Eilish forced herself to move on, but the second she sees Blair again, it all comes rushing back. Because love like theirs doesn't just fade-it lingers, it aches, it burns. Thrown back into each other's lives, they're forced to face the past. But forgiveness isn't forgetting. And love? Love isn't always enough.

Evangeline Davenport has never heard the word no. Born into privilege and raised to rule every room she walks into, she's smart, magnetic, and untouchable. College is just another stage for her to own. Until she meets Billie Eilish. Billie is everything Evangeline isn't. Their dislike is instant, and neither is willing to back down. But when hate starts to feel a lot like desire, the rules change. Lines blur. And soon, Evangeline is playing a game she's never played before... One she can't win without risking the only thing she's never given away... her heart.

Juliana Cruz is 5 feet of glitter, guts, and quiet genius. Singer. Songwriter. Lesbian. Chronic overthinker. Fiercely loved only child. And very, very down bad for Billie Eilish. At 21, Jules has spent most of her life writing songs for other people's love stories-until a viral karaoke cover of Till Forever Falls Apart accidentally flips the spotlight onto her. Practically overnight, she's offered a record deal, shoved into the public eye, and faced with the one thing she's never had to do before: believe in herself. She's never hidden who she is. If you know Jules, you know she likes women. You know she loves loud, feels deeply, and flirts like it's an art form. With her two best friends-YouTube icons Larray and Tara Yummy-riding shotgun, and her cousin Mitch producing her debut album Think Later, Jules dives headfirst into the chaos of fame, queer identity, and what it means to finally stop playing it safe. She's funny like Sabrina Carpenter, soft like Gracie Abrams, chaotic like Tate McRae in 4-inch platforms-and the crush she's nursed on Billie Eilish for years? It's no joke. It's the kind of crush that could wreck her. The kind that makes her feel too much. But Billie doesn't even know she exists. Not yet. Because Jules has rules: 1. Think later. 2. Love louder. 3. And if Billie Eilish ever touched her? Kissed her? Wanted her? She wouldn't just fall. She'd let her.

she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

Leila lives with her older brother which has been really great. What happens when his friend he hasn't seen in a while needs a place to stay for a bit? billie g!p COMPLETED

Not even sure what this is about... Okay I really fucking like this story I can't even lie!!!!! I hope you guys like it

[g!p] olive, a house wife with no friends, decides to join a gym. her husband doesn't seem to care, especially when he's hiding a secret life of his own, which olive has yet to discover. when she meets billie, will olive be able to escape the abuse and discover what real love feels like?

as billie forms an undeniable bond with a girl, she learns that she is hiding a heartbreaking secret. now, they must navigate joy, fear, and the fragility of time.