Since middle school, Akito had expressed himself as he wanted. Then suddenly everything changed. All his friends saw a noticeable difference in his behaviour... or should I say *her*. Meant to be akitoya angst but it's basically everyone angst atp WARNINGS: Eds, sh, transphobia, Suicidal thoughts, suicide

since it's being written at the same time as another fanfic, don't expect frequent updates. also don't know how this'll end, though it'll likely be short. (also idk how to write descriptions). aaand lastly I just stole the cover from google so The story primarily focuses on Akito after a rather large fight with Toya- different from the main story, but also kinda similar. It's about when the main story would take place, the Vivids having recently partnered together. And there stood Akito, watching silently, having lost the one he stood next to.

Mafuyu has been missing for a while. Nobody knew where she went. Kanade got worried, and decided to look for her. She searched everywhere. In every corner, every alley, everywhere. Until, a marionette museum opened...Will she find Mafuyu? What will happen next? Inspired by one of the N25 stories!! (Not really, cause I didn't really read it. I just came up with this idea when looking at the cards lmao I just hope nobody's done something similar to this before) !! WARNINGS !! • rushed story?? • angst??? • swearing (I'm the one swearing in the author's notes) • mentions of kidnapping + torture (or manipulation ig IDK WHAT TO CALL IT OKAY) • the characters may not act too canon. sorry! • cringee (obviously) • bad english Yeah, that's it!! Enjoy!!

Toya is forced to go back to classical music, but he didnt want Akito to know. By the time Akito caught Toyas bluff, it was already too late. THANKS FOR 10K READS TY SM FOR #1 IN AKITOYA GET IN LADSSSSSS

A young boy named Toya had been homeschooled and fed horrible lies by his father. He had been forced to learn the piano, which his dad saw as his only personality trait. He finally managed to get his father to send him to school, but it ended up bringing MORE drama into his life. When he finally got to high school, he was confronted by this popular bully, Akito, who would either turn his life into hell or turn it into an angsty love story. Toya wanted to make new friends at school, but for some reason, the one he wanted to be friends with the most was Akito Shinonome. Yet, in this case, Akito might not just be his "friend." (Cover art by @yanenene88 on Twitter) *TW: This fanfic includes violence, mentions of mental health and mental disorders, blood, self-harm, and undescriptive sexual activity. A warning is put above those chapters, but the rest are suitable for all ages (kinda...).*

akito finds himself falling deeper and deeper into depression picking up unhealthy coping mechanisms along to way. after a suicide attempt everything changes, how will he recover? there is going to be triggering topics within this fic. such as: self-harm, attempted suicide, implied sa, cyberbullying, paranoid hallucinations (hearing voices) and eating disorders. don't force yourself to read this if you find yourself too sensitive to the topics, take care.

in which unrequited love takes it's toll ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• he loves the one who is destined to belong to somebody else, and with a newfound disease as a possibility to take a hold, panic grows between people around him while the clueless boy he falls head over heels for has no idea. •bisexual toya, gay akito •tw for anorexia, sh, abuse

"In the end, you and I were never an option." -------- Toya was a really great student and actually liked going to school. He and his friends would always have a great time together. But one day...everything changed. "Just because of Toya." School stopped being fun and the people he cherished so much eventually left. Just as the blue haired tries to forget everything, a ginger haired boy appears in his life and changes it another time... ...And most of the time, changes aren't something good. ... "Why am I throwing up flower petals...?" -------- Hanahaki Disease: A disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings, or when the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love and memories also disappear. The symptoms of the disease are summarized to strong pain, having flowers blooming in the heart and lungs, and then throwing them up. The disease begins with coughing up a few petals and growing in intensity (and pain) until the victim is vomiting entire flowers, by which point the disease has entered its final stages... (Cover by me) TW⚠️-coughing/ throwing up, depression (?), suicide, mentions of blood and death Updates: Every Wednesday and Saturday Started: October 11th 2023. Ended: December 27th 2023. -English is not my first language, so I deeply apologize for any mistakes (and i also apologize if this is cringe) -- Top Rankings: #1 in "badend" (November 24th 2023) #1 in "akitoya" (December 09th 2023) #1 in "hanahakidisease" (July 06th 2025) #16 in "projectsekai" (September 2nd 2024)