Men juda ham charchadim.Bilmadim, balki yashashdan yoki kurashishdan. Balki men tug'ilmasligim kerak edimi..... Yo'q men bu dunyoga sinov uchun yuborilganman, albatta bu so'z menga yoshligimdan o'rgatilgan.Xo'sh haligacha o'zimni o'ldirmadim. Yo'q aslida bu umuman natija bermadi menimcha. Bunga 2 marotaba urinish natija bermadi axir. Birinchisida men eshitishim bo'yicha bir o'simlik bor va bu o'simlikni yegan odam kamida 2 soatdan so'ng o'ladi.Xo'sh bu og'riqsiz o'limdek tasavvur uyg'otgandi menda.Yaxshi men o'sha o'tni topdim va uni maydaladim,chunki uni chaynab bo'lmasdi aniq. Chunki bu o'simlikdan juda yomon hid kelardi.Deyarli o'limdek achchiq.Xo'sh men buni oson tarzda maydaladim va piyozning qavatlari o'rtasida mavjud bo'lgan yupqa qismini yertmasdan ajratib oldim va maydalagan o'simligimni yaxshilab o'radim va yutdim. Demak bu juda yaxshi ketdi ammo natija bermadi.Yo'q aslida natija ahmoqona edi men bor yo'g'i kunimizni 24 soat deb aytsam, o'sha ahmoqona ishimdan keyin 22 soatimni uxlab o'tkazdim xolos.Xo'sh, menda birinchi urinish nolga teng edi. Endi menda ikkinchi urinishimni keltirib chiqardi.Menimcha bu og'riqli bo'ladi aniq.Demak ikkinchi urinishimda men eski xonada qo'lda tayyorlagan arqonimda osilganimda va hushimga kelganimda bo'ynimda turgan uzilgan arqonga hayratda qaraganimdan so'ng, bilmadim balki miyamda yoki rostan ham kimdir ongimda gapirganda boshlangandi.O'sha so'zlar yodimda hali ham "Yo'q hali emas . Seni buyuk taqdir kutyapti. Sen hozir o'laolmaysan".Ho'sh demak hozir o'laolmayman , lekin bu qachondir sodir bo'ladi deganimi. Bilmadim ammo o'sha voqeadan so'ng men bunga harakat ham qilmadim. Endi mana men o'sha voqealardan 10 yil o'tgandan so'ng . Orzuyimga yetdim,albatta o'lmadim chuni men hozircha buni niyat qilmadim. Mening orzuyim dunyoning eng baland tog'ida juda ham tarixiy bo'lgan va o'rnida xarobalar qolgan cho'qqi.Va men o'limimdan oldin ko'rishim mumkin boʻlgan ohirgi manzara.

𝔅𝔯𝔬𝔨𝔢𝔫 𝔅𝔯𝔦𝔡𝔢 𝔖𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰 #4 𝐶𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒 ═════ ✥.❖.✥ ═════ Sitara Bose is the quiet storm. The girl with glasses, the one who always plays the side character in everyone else's story. She's endured more than her share of storms. Cruel betrayals, relentless bullying, and the sting of broken trust. But no matter how many times the world tried to break her, she refused to fall. Rudraksh Suryawanshi is a man who thrives in control. A ruthless businessman with a past buried under layers of secrets, he carries a darkness that no one dares to uncover. But the moment he lays eyes on Sitara, something inside him snaps. She's his angel, his obsession, his only desire. There's just one problem: She's meant to marry his brother. As the wedding looms closer, fate twists in ways neither of them expects. Betrayed by those she once trusted, Sitara is left shattered. But Rudraksh has already made his choice. He will have her, no matter the cost. As tension simmers and boundaries blur, their connection becomes an unstoppable force, dark, passionate, and inevitable. But with every stolen moment, every heated glance, they walk the fine line between love and destruction. Did the stars align for them, or were they doomed from the start? ═════ ✥.❖.✥ ═════ 𝐶𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝐸𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑠ℎ 🎀 𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 🔞⚠️ This book contains mature content intended for readers aged 18 and above. Reader discretion is advised.