(COMPLETE, now with an epilogue!) RusGer hanahaki AU with a lot of angst but also filled with hurt comfort. Russia is seemingly in love with someone else while Germany suffers over it, both mentally and physically. TW: suicide, loss, many mental health issues, please look out for yourself don't hurt yourself! After so long and so many IRL tears I've finally finished it. If you're a new reader, please have a look! I spent a lot of time writing this book, and there's around 10k words per chapter. Please give my novel a chance :,)

Our introduction didn't go smoothly... But I knew that my best friend loved me back... So, I promised myself never to get mad at him again... And see what I accomplished from that?... Was this what the new word looked like? ... Because if so... I liked it...

"Experiment files. One that you were a part of." "I t-told you! I haven't been a part of any e-experiments!" "No? Not even, Experiment 65284?"

"Did you know that you can get rid of an eye with a spoon? It is quite fascinating."

The love between Russia and Germany is blooming softly in a very dangerous time. Before this roots of love can spread, they are torn apart by war. But doesn't love last forever once it has been formed?

RUSGER ------- He was so fascinating, by the way he lazily blinked his eyes, the way he amusingly smiled, how he moved his hands in captivating movements while he casually spoke, he was just so interesting. ------- And ohh~ how he longed for nothing more than the touch of those soft, golden, Midas like fingers to whisk him from this reality and add him to his collection, to be one of those carefree golden statues, nothing but a playtoy of Midas', how he wanted to be nothing but Germany's. ------ Russia's POV / 3rd Person ------ Original painting from the cover: Apollo Pursuing Daphne, Rene Antoine Houasse, Cover: Your's truly.

(The entire book is from just Germanys POV) (This is one of my old books in my old writing style :3) After my father died, i drifted apart from my brother. I attendid a terrible highschool, full of underpaid teachers and terrible human children that clearly didnt like germans... for persific reasons- Luckily, I knew at least one person there, Russia. He was tolerant at times... But his family were hectic. And so was he. I had to stay with them, and lets just say... His family are extremly diffrent to how mine were... And one day, Russias father isnt in, and he finds his Vodka store... And its blurred from there onwards... ______ Its sorta a short story but thats fine Warnings! .NSFW + SMUT (sort of) .GORE .BLOOD .MENTIONS OF N@ZI AND COMMUNISUM(!!) .RusGer (if you dont like it why you here???)

Get ready for some stupid shit • Cover Art by sanjomoda on instagram • Will try to update everyday

✨THIS BOOK IS MATURE✨ ❤️NOW YOU KNOW❤️ Reich walked carefully. His body ached as he could feel pain running through him. It was a miracle he could even stand. He glared at the Russian. "Why. Why would you do this.." Reich sobbed, not able to hold his emotions back anymore. Soviet smiled at him. He walked over to the German and gently caressed the smaller's bloody cheek. Soviet laughed, "It's because I love you." Warnings: -Violence -Gore -Death -Abuse -Substance abuse -Kidnapping -Uh- Stalking -Suicidal/self harm talk -Slight nsfw -mentions of mpreg -Possible/Mentions of r#pe ✨Soviet has a little bitty crush on Reich, it's no big deal ✨ -SLOW UPDATES- -kinda AU- -if you don't like you can leave ♥️- -not history :0- #1 in Trains (05/21/25) #1 in Thirdunion (12/23/22) #1 in third (12/6/22) #2 in countryhuman (1/14/23) #1 in ussr (12/17/22) #1 in Reich (03/28/24) Please stop mentioning that I missed spelled sweet and sweat, like please. It's becoming one of those things I think about when I can't sleep. Please stop. 🥲 For anyone wondering, yes this got taken down THREE TIMES, but it's back again.

"Was..?" The German questioned with his raspy yet heavy German accent. Tears trickled in the back of his eyes as he saw ______ being kissed with someone whom wasn't him.. he knew he needed to make a move soon. --------------------------------------------------- After russia and Germany meet eachother there was always this feeling between them that they never knew what it was, why was it there nor why it existed. But now, years have passed and now in high school, they meet yet again. ( contains top Germany, top America and bottom Russia, and a few other countries. Contains NSFW aswell, so read at your own risk. Thank you.)