"I thought you loved me" tears filled my eyes as I looked at him full of confusion, frustration. he scoffed, "love you? you can't even love yourself and you thought I would love someone like you" ⚠️ SH ED ships: seungjin minsung jeongchan changlix

what will happen when a boy named Minho, a spoiled playboy, never believed in love-until a quiet, broken boy, enters his life. Living in Minho's mother's hostel ship- 2min changjin chanlix start °•6°•1°•2025 edit making new parts °•23°•1°•2025 end °•6°•6°•2025 ranks- #9 in skzff 4/3/2025 #17 in changjin on 4/3/2025 #18 in 2min 4/3/2025 #90 in leeknow 4/3/2025 #98 in sad 4/3/2025

Seungmin writes in a Journal about his relationship problems and in the end Jeongin is the one to write in the Journal.

He never thought of it as neglect when he was left behind or ignored. He knew it was foolish to endure sickness until it broke him apart, yet being in Stray Kids meant family, a brotherhood. Unless it was all a lie.

After getting hate of 'stays' and JYP Lee know doesn't feel like he belongs anymore, Until His only Hyung saves him TW: Self harm suicidal thoughts

𝘈 𝘏𝘢𝘯 𝘑𝘪𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘧 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘑𝘪𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘴. ⚠️⛔️⚠️ 𝐈𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐬: ➤ 𝐀𝐧𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐭𝐲 ➤ 𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦 ➤ 𝐃𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 ➤ 𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐒𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ➤ 𝐌𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐒𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞 ➤ 𝐀𝐛𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐈 𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐯𝐞. ↬ 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮, 𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓻 ⚠️⛔️⚠️

•✽• Seungmin is in love with his best friend. Seungmin is dying. •✽• This story was inspired by an Instagram reel (by Alone.Arone) in which the song The Night We Met was playing - you can listen to it while reading, or search up invisiblewastaken on Spotify to find the playlist with songs that remind me of/inspired this story. English is not my first language so please be patient with me, and if you see typos yell in the comments please, the perfectionist in me would die if I left them there. Thanks for choosing to read this! •✽• First draft: 2023 Word Count: 4011

The story were in Seungmin get sexual assaulted by, for him a well know person. Seungmin didn't go to an other high school for nothing, well no one really knew why he did actually. Only he himself knew and... *warnings are written in -0- please read them and if you are uncomfortable with them, then please don't read this, thank you! English is not my first language, I'm sorry for any grammatical errors. This is my first fanfiction, my writing is bad and im sorry in advance if i don't finish this story!

Tired, that's how I felt all day. I love my work, my fans, my members.... But do they love me? I shouldn't wonder but I can't think of being appreciated. Everything I'm doing, everything I'm sacrificing, including my health, is not repaid with either the love of the Stay or the love of my members, my family.... Can I still consider them my family. Too much stress, too much work, too many expectations and no one to count on, how long can I continue like this? I just keep thinking that if I left, no one would miss me, not the Stay, not my members, not even my family... What keeps me alive is only the pain I feel every time I lock myself in the bathroom, when I see that red liquid running down my arm I feel free, nothing can make me feel something like them, not even food. What if I make it all stop? What if I leave forever? What if the voices in my head finally went away? What would people think of me? Maybe they would label me as "The idol too weak to bear some pain" but I would never know.... Maybe it's better this way, maybe eternal darkness is better than an eternity of pain. Or: Seungmin feels excluded from everything and falls into bad habits, will the Stray Kids understand what they have caused? This story was also published on ao3 so if you've already read it, don't worry, it's still me!!