skybound angst !!!! Cole notices how weird Jay has been acting lately and wants to know what's wrong. Jay doesn't want to talk about it but that's not enough to make Cole back off (Set after the Way of the Departed novel (written by Tommy Andreasen) Cole mentions Jay a LOT in the novel and about how worried he is because Jay has been acting different/odd so i thought why not write some angst about it) also loosely inspired by art by @/m_vasiliky on twitter!! PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7zLTBxcKlmqxPtCu3bmo6X?si=39bb1816009a442d (written in nov 2024)

based on the Netflix movie series 'To All The Boys I've Loved Before' Jay struggles through the embarrassment of everyone knowing his crushes, whilst trying to get Nya back. Cole offers to help, only leading to Jay falling for him instead?? PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2MtuFU9O3n2sQZTQ91P95v?si=39001e40bed84491

The constant comparison of Jay to Cole starts to weigh down on Jay that he thinks changing himself will make everyone like him more.. including Nya. TW: body image issues, mental health issues, eating disorders, suicide PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5LhfyO3ZRbNB13HI2L4hr3?si=44fb195c51c340d4

"The only thing really keeping me from wishing it all away is that this is exactly what I deserve for hurting everyone. I don't want to die, I just want to last long enough for someone to get me out of here. The sky pirates are clearly enjoying it and I'm sure the team is doing much better without me. Whatever tomorrow entails, I hope so badly that it's nothing too intense. I'm not sure how much more of it I can take." - jay and cole's povs of 'my dinner with nadakhan' PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5Orl4KZZmlTqh1sU1AQWnK?si=f3918ced5321487a

Cole's fall in season 10 but Jay goes after him. Jay does something reckless and pays the price. Will they save each other? PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7Iu53MIhSBTHBo8KVv33Ym?si=8e9393a0a80744ac

Even though Cole should've taken the hint that Jay didn't want to be friends, he still wanted to push through Jay's walls and get closer. Perhaps that was just because he was garnering some feelings.. PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6uRfnLZkuEr6LQAIbYBiBD?si=a4815f9a77234d03

a collection of jay and cole one shots!! both angsty and fluffy

what if the jay and cole tournament of elements storyline made more sense? with a little more comfort ofc.. based on a one shot i wrote a little while ago.. PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0a9izWXAW8okOg7GgZsvMb?si=ae2da5a400b74a4f (written 2023 - 2025)

Have this for now, while I write chapters for my stories. Very likely to only be Bruise or Cole centric (probably Jay-centric too)