This is an AU where Touya never "died" and he was sent to a boarding school with Hawks. Touya is roommates with Hawks and becomes friends with him only to push him away without telling him why. Hawks goes through years of not knowing what happens and Touya being oblivious of what is going on with Hawks. Or his so called friend. TRIGGER WARNING: ATTEMPTED AND MENTIONED RAPE (But don't worry, everyone has the option to skip it dw)