Les selbst

He didn't understand what was happening. He didn't know what he had gone to. All he knew was that something was messing with his mind. He was confused, slowly losing himself, losing his consciousness.

It's October 10th of 1989 in East Berlin and Richard Kruspe, a young resident with a passion for music, is apprehended by the Stasi during a political manifestation. They believe he was involved and is subjected to a humiliating interrogation where two officers scrutinize him and his possessions, including a guitar he intended to sell for food. The interrogation session quickly turns sexual, and the officers offer him a disturbing deal for his freedom.

Un bello y dramatico Paulchard u:

Paul is being drunk and starts a conversation with Schneider, what leads to a bizarre misunderstanding and disturbed relations within the band... All rights are for the amazing writer "Pfepperon" on deviantart

Paul H. Landers finally got the courage to get divorced from his ex-wife Arielle. Now he temporaryly moved in with his best friend and band mate Richard Z. Kruspe. Over some time they start to feel and act different around eachother, but Paul still struggles with his ex and Richard tries to drown every problem in drugs. The only thing keeping them stable are their bandmates "Flake", "Doom", Till Lindemann and Oliver Riedel, together they are Rammstein. Will they pull themselves together? Or are they going to rip everything apart? DISCLAIMER: This story is FICTIONAL (!!!!!), I am not trying to assume any romantic or sexual relationship between any of the bandmembers, neither am I trying to oversexualize them, as I am aware of the fact, that they are real people. Now there will be some true facts throughout the story, BUT they will be ripped out of the context and time, they happened in reality (they are not comparible). Also, I have to inform you, that there will be a !TW! on the whole story, so if you are triggered easily by the topics of: selfharm, suicide, drugs or nudity - please think twice, if you want to read this story. Short information (not necesary): English is not my first language, so if there are any mistakes or a misunderstanding, please let me know, same goes for questions about/of the story - if you don't understand something just let me know in the comments. As I already mentioned as well, there will be SMUT in this story - well now I am asexual and do not understand much of that stuff. So if you do not like my writing style for this, just skip it, its not necessary for the characters or the story. So, that's pretty much it, one last request: please be respectful and behave decently. Other than that - Have fun reading!

Fortsetzung von „wie alles begann" Paul und Richards Wege kreuzen sich erneut Jahre später. Nicht nur Paul sondern auch Richard hat sein Leben fortgesetzt und holen jetzt einiges nach. Funktioniert es dieses Mal?

Richard and Paul are the guitarists for Rammstein, a German band. They're also close friends. One day when they're playing a show in Russia, they choose to kiss on stage to stand up for lgbtq+ rights. How will Richard react when his feelings of friendly love go from that to romantic? Flake, the bands keyboard player, trys to convince Richard to leave it for Rammsteins sake but Richard can't. What will Paul do when he finds out about his friends feelings? And will Rammstein survive? - I'm crap at descriptions so just read this story if you want :] trying to update every sunday, first time writing anything like this so be patient pleeaase xD thank you for reading :]

A love story..?