In all the stories that you read, end with some one falling in love. You know the story about a girl who meets some famous rock star they fall in love, the rock star does something stupid then the girl breaks up with him, but in the end the rock star tells her that he loves her in a song and they live happily ever after with 2.5 children. I wish I had that type of story to tell, I do fall in love but my rock star never comes back and tells me how he feels in a song. I know what you're thinking. He got in a car accident a dies, no, someone kills him, no. Nothing like that happens, it is more tragic. Instead of telling you what happens in the first paragraph, I will tell you in 274 pages. I will. Let me start from the beginning, the way beginning.