The very long process in which Lisa figures out how to love herself and Jennie learns how to love Lisa.

Some news broke out about her and him. When I saw the article my heart shattered. Even though it wasn't confirmed by the people involved I knew that the woman in the video was her. Kim Jennie, the woman that I love, is in love with someone else ... Note: I'm a Jenlisa shipper but don't get me wrong. Just because I am doesn't mean I don't respect their private life, if they're happy I am too. I love you Kim Jennie always and forever. I am a BLACKPINK fan first and foremost so whatever happens in the future I'm gonna be your number 1 supporting fan. I am writing this story with delulu mind so it's me and my imaginations to what is happening behind camera. Hope you like it 😊😘

(ONGOING) Note: A behind-the-scenes kind of fanfiction. This is a work of imagination. Blackpink, a four-member girl group in Korea, slowly makes their own name in the industry while rapidly capturing the viewers' hearts with their duality on stage and off stage. However, an idol cannot just act impulsively the moment they get out of stage as cameras surround them everywhere they go. Bearing that in mind, can you tell- just by looking through their eyes- which of them are being true to themselves and which are not? As for Lisa and Jennie, it seems impossible. In their world where even eyes are trained to lie, can you figure out which is reality and which is just for show? START: 08/09/20

"Are you okay?" Jennie's eyes exude concern, but Lisa no longer finds it comforting. How can she, when she knows now that she will never be anything more than a group member to the person she loves the most. She feels sick to the stomach. She takes a few steps away and clenches her jaw. "I am."