"Light... late again i see." .. "Eheh... look L, i can't always be on time, i am a student still after all, please don't think otherwise, i'm telling the truth." L tapped his lip and then slipped his thumb into his mouth, "Hm? well.." he turned around "There were two criminals who died while you were out, who am i if i don't suspect you for that." Light rolled his eyes, damn it.. i should've set a later time for them to die but i usually kill as soon as someone comes up, what would happen if i came here on time as the two died, think about it.. it'd look suspicious any way, so i just have to try... NO do my best to convince L that i am not Kira. even though i really am.

Matt x Mello in the original Death Note universe after the death of L. Warning: Contains some swearing and triggers, being depression and suicidal thoughts. Also, I do not (unfortunately) own Death Note or any of the characters. Enjoy! "When I got to the apartment I changed into some boxers and one of Matt's hideous striped shirts because it smells like him, it smells like cigarette smoke and body spray. I never thought that that awful smell would end up being one of my favorites but it is, if only because to me, it smells like home. I lay on the bed, sobbing until I passed out. This isn't home, it never was. My home is a beautiful freckled red head with a video game addiction and only now do I realize that nowhere will ever be home again. It's taken me a really long time to realize but, home isn't, never was and never will be a house or an apartment or any place for that matter. Home is a feeling and I'm afraid that I'll never have that feeling again."