☆.｡.:*In which Will and Mike were best friends, but that was many years ago. Now? They never speak, or even acknowledge each other's existence.When they're locked in school together, however, an old friendship and maybe some new feelings start to blossom... ☆.｡.:* includes mature themes . ©itsjustbyler 2019

do you regret pushing those feelings away and hoping they'd disappear?

(BOYxBOY STORY) 💛💚💙❤💜 💛💚💙❤💜 Cole Matthews has the most perfect life you could imagine. He's the quarterback of his High School's football team and one of the most popular guys. But, Cole has a secret that he has kept locked away from everyone. Cole Matthew's is secretly gay. 🌈 Ryan Hudson is known as the shy and bullied mute boy that always sticks to the shadows as if it's his best friend. Will these two souls bond together? Or will Cole's popularity and Ryan's fears get in the way? (Contains strong language and adult situations.) (SMUT) Viewer Discretion is advised.

Dawson has had it rough. Not as bad as some, worse than others. He lives in constant secret, heart ache and pain. After his parents died he under went a transformation, rendering him unrecognizable. After three years of pain, cutting, and one suicide attempt, he returns to his hometown. As Dawson hides his identity, it will become harder and harder to seal away the truth when faces from the past start revealing themselves, including his gorgeous ex best friend Alec. Only Dawson isn't the only one with secrets and when a lie reaches Dawson's ears, it will take all he has in him to protect the one thing he has left. Himself. Dealing with depression is hard, and Dawson will have to learn it's not something that can be handled alone. He'll have to open up his heart once more, even if it risks him getting hurt, if he wants to achieve happiness. ---------------------------- This is a trigger warning, to anyone that has problems with self-harm I recommend you don't read this as there are some graphic scenes. Also, this is a boyxboy story, so if you don't like hot steamy action between two boys, this is not the story for you. If you don't like it you shouldn't even be reading this anyway and I will not tolerate hate. You do not choose your sexuality and no one else has the right to make someone feel bad about who they are. Also, if any of you are having problems, or the story has triggered you, please inbox me. I love to hear from my readers.