Stan's depression is getting worse. Stan's relationships with his friends and girlfriend he has to not mess up all while struggling with his addictions and grueling depression. His main goal is to graduate, but will he even make it that far? NO SMUT. CW/TWs ⚠️: Swearing Mental health issues Suicide Self harm Abuse Substance abuse Major character death(?)

Stan is the captain of South Park's ice hockey team. Kyle is a top figure skater that's closed himself off from the world. Neither of them are nearly as in control of their lives as they'd lead you to believe.

When Stan has to move from New York back to his childhood town, he is outraged. But when he meets his old super best friend, Kyle, he isn't as bothered. Although, when Kyle finds out his feelings about Stan, he doesn't know what to do, and neither does Stan. - Credit to the artist of the cover

"You can't change somebody who isn't willing to change." Stan Marsh, a closeted 17-year-old, finds himself in a tough position whilst trying to hide his feelings from his lifelong best friend, Kyle Broflovski.