FINISHED RE-CONSTRUCTION !!! mis·an·thro·py /məˈsanTHrəpē/ (n) - a dislike of humankind. - - - "Who could see inside the mind of a killer, anyway?" * * * Started: 8/3/2017 Finished: 10/22/2017 **Republished: 07/01/2022 {tw: blood/gore/death/character death/drug use/strong language/graphic sexual content/non-consensual sex/abuse/necrophilia}

Ryan's life seemed like a routine. It was the same thing everyday. Until the new kid shows up, that is. That's when everything changes

Brendon was a boy in love. Ryan was the pitcher for the school baseball team. {Just a ryden baseball au I thought would be cute!} Brendon's POV

BehindTheC on LiveJournal. Its a post-cabin cabin ryden fic.

ALL CREDITS GO TO "fullcollapse" on livejournal for this absolutely beautiful story. Mostly AU, high school age setting. With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay. Rating: R. Word count: 200,000+

Ryan was a criminal, Brendon was his lawyer {ryden au, Ryan's POV}

they can hide their feelings for each other pretty well when they're sober. but when they're drunk? not so much.