ricky's life was perfect (a lie; he was getting by with only almost-decent grades and actively avoiding his borderline stalkerish family, but he was making do). sometimes he dully thought that sure, he was probably walking on eggshells, and sure, everything was likely going to fall apart around him anytime soon and bury him deep, deep underground. but that thing- that one little thing that pushed everything over the edge, that coaxed the boulders to roll down the hill and smash ricky at the bottom- well. he just wasn't expecting it to be his fucking prada underwear. or: ricky finds himself ruined, over and over, by the abnormally large hands of the puppy-like boy with too many stolen stars in his eyes.

the story follows Gyuvin, who has recently moved from Seoul to Tokyo. As he settles into his new home, he meets his neighbor, Ricky, who captivates him with his beauty. Determined to get closer to Ricky, Gyuvin finds that Ricky is not easily approachable. Meanwhile, back in Seoul, Gyuvin's cousin Gunwook is dealing with significant hardships. Gunwook is grieving the loss of his boyfriend, Yujin, and is struggling to help his mother with her mounting medical bills. Despite their challenges, both cousins embark on personal journeys to become better individuals and to find and share love in their lives.

❝you go down just like holy mary (mary on a, mary on a cross)❞ gyuricky teacher/student!au

"I want to taste your flavors all night" in which gyuvin was an innocent boy who has zero experience in dating, accidentally sleeps with a hot stranger he met at the club - Shen ricky, who turns out to be a senior of his new college. will gyuvin be able to survive college despite his drunk mistake? side ships: haobin, mattwoong