Camila and Lauren love each other but don't know how to deal with it (mostly Lauren though). Best friends to lovers AU ------------------------------------------------------------ "I'm sorry, Camz" she whispers. Camila knows she shouldn't engage in this. She knows Lauren won't remember anything in the morning and whatever she says now will mean nothing if she never meant to say it when she was sober. But Camila's always been a bit of a masochist.