they'd been writing together for weeks now. late nights. cold coffee that billie pretended to like. melodies that lingered long after the speakers went quiet. everyone kept calling it a dream collaboration. max kept calling it confusing. because sometimes billie would lean closer when they listened back, shoulder brushing max's, and neither of them would move away. and sometimes billie would pull back so suddenly it felt like rejection, even though nothing had been offered. billie hit stop. silence filled the room, heavy and intimate. "it sounds like we're lying," she said softly. max looked up. "about what?" billie didn't answer right away. she stared at the mixing board, fingers resting uselessly against the sliders. "i don't know," she said. "but whatever it is, it's throwing the whole thing off-key." (lowercase intended) gxg. intimate scenes will be written. this is my first book so be gracious. thank you & enjoyyyy👾 #1 in eilish 1/10/26

For years, Billie and Luna were the definition of best friends-inseparable, untouchable, and totally clueless about the feelings they were hiding from each other. But when those feelings finally spilled out, their world shifted forever. Set against the backdrop of Billie's rise to stardom, this is the story of two souls trying to keep their love alive in a world that loves to tear people apart. Billie, now a global sensation, faces the pressure of fame, while Luna becomes her safe haven-the one person who sees the real her. Between secret kisses during music video shoots, late-night confessions about their darkest struggles, and the relentless glare of the media, Billie and Luna fight to hold onto what makes their relationship so rare. It's a story about love, jealousy, and finding yourself when the world feels like it's spinning out of control. Together, they'll learn that sometimes the hardest part isn't falling in love-it's staying together against all odds. When life tests their bond, will they come out stronger-or will the spotlight be too much?

-𝒐𝒉 𝒏𝒐, 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - "We're sending you to boarding school. In America." When Lynx's girlfriend dies, her parents are left with other choice but to send her to boarding school to straighten out her grades. They want her to get over Chelssy's death. Maybe meet someone new. And oh boy, does that happen. Billie. Billie Eilish. The girl notorious for breaking people's hearts without so much as batting an eyelid. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏- 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 1 𝒊𝒏 #𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 1 𝒊𝒏 #𝒃𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆

Twenty-year-old Ivy just moved to Los Angeles, chasing her dream of becoming a musician. She never expected that her first steps into the music industry would lead her straight to Billie Eilish. From awkward interviews to late-night studio sessions, Ivy and Billie find themselves drawn together by more than just music. But when Ivy's rising fame attracts dangerous attention, Billie steps in to protect her-forcing them into a world of proximity, secrets, and undeniable attraction. Can Ivy find her voice while learning to trust in love, or will the shadows of the industry keep them apart? A slow-burn romance, music industry angst, and the protective power of love.

Avril's quiet Parisian life is upended when Billie Eilish walks in-confident, magnetic, and impossible to ignore. Between stolen smiles, late-night conversations, and unexpected feelings, Avril discovers that love doesn't always announce itself loudly. A tender, flirty slow-burn about connection, self-discovery, and the thrill of the unexpected. ~ Discompleted ~ #1 in billie #1 in billieeilish

After going on a podcast to promote her new album, billie eilish meets the outspoken and charismatic girl, zya quincy. the two become close friends, fast, and with that grows feelings. only past situationships and new relationships get in the way, forcing both girls to choose between friendship or love. lowercase intended. 🥇- billie

"God, your hands are freezing," she hissed against my lips as mine explored her waist. "Did you dunk them in a glacier on your way in?" "Battle wounds," I murmured, as if that explained everything. "I was emotionally wounded by your earlier donut slander." She groaned, throwing her head back dramatically, which gave me a perfect view of her neck. I kissed my way up it with a reverence usually reserved for fine wine and Beyoncé albums. "Mmm," she breathed. "You always this poetic or just when you're trying to get in my pants?" "I'm versatile," I whispered, one hand sliding up her thigh like it was a VIP pass. "Like a good multitool." "Are you comparing yourself to a Swiss Army knife right now?" she asked between kisses, eyebrows arching. "Yes. And this knife comes with a corkscrew and a lifetime warranty, baby." That made her laugh-God, that laugh. Like summer rain and chaos bottled up in human form. "You're such a dork." Published: 01/06/2025

PLEASE READ THE FIRST THREE BOOKS FIRST . This is the tetralogy for the series that starts with 'The fan in row one.'

-a sequal to the personal assistant... Bella Cruz thought confessing her love to Billie Eilish would be the most terrifying moment of her life. She was wrong. As Billie embarks on the European leg of the Hit Me Hard and Soft tour, Bella travels beside her, stepping fully into her world. New cities blur together, nights stretch long, and the distance from home grows heavier. For the first time, the world isn't just watching Billie Eilish. It's watching them. Paparazzi photos leak. Rumors spread, fan speculation turns invasive. Online hate chips away at Bella's confidence, her sense of belonging, and her place in Billie's life. Every comment, every headline, makes her wonder if she was ever meant to stand in this spotlight... While Bella struggles to stay afloat, Billie faces her own storm. Between emotionally charged performances,the pressure of filming a high-profile James Cameron project in Manchester, Billie leans on Bella more than ever. The stakes are higher, the expectations heavier, and the safety nets thinner. Maggie isn't always there to catch them when things spiral. Responsibility piles up, and Bella -once the steady force holding everything together... begins to crack. Jealousy creeps in quietly. Surrounded by glamorous co-stars, powerful creatives, and people who seem to belong effortlessly in Billie's orbit, Bella forces smiles she doesn't feel and swallows insecurities she doesn't voice. She keeps supporting, keeps serving, keeps loving. As their relationship deepens, Bella is forced to confront who she is outside of service, outside of survival, outside of loving someone at the center of the world. Distance, jealousy, and the weight of public scrutiny test them in ways neither expected. Loving each other was easy in private, learning how to protect that love under a spotlight is something else entirely. At the heart of it all lies one question: Can love survive the spotlight... or does it burn brighter because of it?

Roary Carter , comes from a blue collared family, where you work for what you have , you earn the life you want. Nothing gets handed to you in the Carter family, but one thing about them? They're close, have each-other's backs. Roary is 18 a hard worker, works at her mom's local flower shop in LA. Long days , sometimes long nights. Roary is quiet, very reserved, respectful, and only has a small group of friends she keeps close. Charolett, Amy, and Kylie, have been her best friends since she was in elementary school, have stuck by each other's sides ever since. But when she helps out at her dad's dealer ship one day, and meets Billie Eilish , her world tilts, shifts, into a whole new meaning. They try to navigate it as just a friendship, but there feelings keep growing stronger. They try their best to keep it a secret. Will it work? Or will it end in a catastrophe?