William had learned the value of restraint not because he wanted to but because he had to. There had been a moment-one he refused to replay too clearly-when something between him and Est had tipped too far, too fast. Since then, everything had become careful. Controlled. Measured down to the smallest distance between their bodies. Est seemed content to let things stay that way. William just tried to forget. Because some mistakes are easier to bury than confront. Easier to ignore than name out loud. And if both of them were willing to pretend nothing had changed, then maybe the fragile balance between them could survive. But buried things have a way of resurfacing. Especially when they were never truly dead to begin with. "If this is about sex... then just have sex with me." "Stay in my bed, at least then I know you are safe." Safe. Like offering, the one person he's been trying not to touch, his own bed is somehow the responsible decision. William should have probably refused. Instead he had quietly agreed to the rules. And by the time the night is over- William was exactly where Est had insisted he should be. In Est's bed. The safest place Est could think of. For William? Or for both of them?

Est and William meet again, bound by a past that never truly loosened its hold. Est left for his own reasons, even though William was his mate, the one he had marked and claimed as his own three years ago. Leaving William was never about lack of love; Est walked away for reasons he believed were necessary, even if they broke them both. With the mark still tying them together and old wounds refusing to heal, can Est win back the mate he walked away from, or has time already broken them beyond repair? WEEKLY UPDATES (･ิω･ิ)ノ

William is polite, talkative, and always smiling, the kind of medical student who patiently knocks even when the door keeps getting shut in his face. Est is rude, cold, and determined to drive every doctor away. Unfortunately for him, William is far more stubborn than he looks. And the longer William stays at the estate, the more one question keeps bothering him: how do you treat a patient whose heart has already decided it's done fighting? Weekly update 🐶🦈

This is a romantic psychological thriller set in a world where love, loyalty, and survival blur into one. ------ Blood and Oats is a story of power, loyalty, and forbidden love in the heart of Bangkok's underworld. William Jakrapatr, the silent Don who rules with fear and respect, sits at the center of a criminal empire held together by nightclub deals, auditions, corrupt ministers, and unspoken debts. Around him move men bound by loyalty secrets and desire. And Est, a young doctor torn between his powerful politician boyfriend, Pravat... and the magnetic pull of William himself. Now, Est must choose between loyalty and temptation, safety and desire. ----- Ranks 🏅 obtained from top to bottom 🏅#1- romance 😊🤭 🏅#29 - crime 🏅#218 - slow burn 🏅#42 - crime 🏅#95 - crime 🏅#144 - crime 🏅#131 - crime 🏅#144 - crime

Everyone says Est Supha is made of ice-cold, distant, untouchable. But William remembers the warmth he saw ten years ago. Now William's grown, and fate puts him right back at Est's side-this time as his bodyguard. Est doesn't recognize him. He probably wouldn't care even if he did. But William remembers every second. And he's not just here to protect him. He's here to be the one Est lets in-and maybe the only one who can warm the ice around his heart.

[COMPLETED] They said bonds never break without leaving something behind. They didn't say what happens to the pieces that stay breathing. William chose what he thought was right. Est chose silence. Between instinct and choice, love and duty, one promise was made too fragile-and one life began quietly, unseen by the world that would never ask for it. Deception threatened to break apart what was formed during William's rut when Est was chosen as a convenience by the clan. It's about the kind of love that doesn't beg. And the kind of loss that walks away carrying more than just heartbreak. "Nong luk Est," she had murmured. "Listen to Mae." She had smiled, tears slipping free. "Love can never be forced. And love never kneels when it's real." "Never beg for love, my baby boy. Never forget that." ⚠️M-Preg themes explored

At a university where everyone turns their head when William and Est walk by, the only thing more obvious than their beauty is the love they refuse to name. Best friends tangled in jealousy, denial, and timing, they circle each other through heartbreak, fights, and quiet longing-until choosing each other becomes unavoidable. A slow-burn story about loving someone before you're brave enough to admit it, and the long, painful, beautiful road to finally coming home.

When architecture student William Jakrapatr moves back to Thailand for university, he expects silence, focus, and maybe a new start. Instead, he gets Est Supha - a quiet despite teasing film major with a camera, a smile too bright to ignore, but hard to catch. And a habit of calling William "Khun Architect" like it's an inside joke. They share a room, a balcony, and eventually... something neither of them can put into words. But love isn't easy when one hides behind blueprints and the other behind a camera lens. And as the semester goes on, William learns that sometimes, breaking your own rules is the only way to find home again.

Est Kirgun rules the underworld with fear, power, and absolute control. No one dares to stand against the ruthless mafia don of Asia-until he meets William Jakrapatr, a carefree medical student who treats him like a normal man instead of a king. What starts as simple curiosity slowly turns into something far more dangerous: obsession. Now, between chaotic friends, a powerful billionaire family, hilarious mafia disasters, and emotions Est can no longer control, William unknowingly becomes the only weakness of the most feared man in Asia.

--- Ash and Sea A tale of a cursed prince, a divine healer, and a love that defied fate. When Prince Thame returns from exile to reclaim his father's shattered empire, he expects bloodshed, not salvation. Yet in the heart of war, he captures Po - a silver-haired healer with the blood of gods and eyes like the sea. Bound by duty and drawn by something deeper, Thame finds peace where he least expected it: in Po's quiet strength and aching tenderness. But even love can't halt the tides of destiny. As kingdoms burn and ancient curses awaken, Thame and Po must face the cost of their bond - a promise whispered beneath stars, tested by betrayal, sacrifice, and time itself. In a world where nothing survives untouched, can love remain unbroken? ---