After a college accident, Joe wakes up with no memory of his past-including his relationship with the charming but controlling Tong. Lost and disoriented, he finds unexpected comfort in Ming, a quiet, steady presence who shows him a life beyond manipulation. As Joe navigates a world he doesn't remember, he must decide who he wants to be-and who he wants to make memories with.

Up a is young boy living in the mountain with his sister, his brother in law and their triplets. One day someone from the other side of the country bought the house near Up's. Since then the perfect stranger keeps making weirds things and the neighbourhood starts to gossip about him and want him to leave but Up decides to get a little bit closer to the stranger so that he can understand well his intentions.

In the dazzling yet ruthless world of fame, Up Poompat and Poom Phuripan share a love that is as intoxicating as it is dangerous. Bound by a secret relationship, their passion burns behind closed doors-hidden from the flashing cameras, the demanding fans, and the relentless media. But Up's love is not ordinary. Possessive, obsessive, and dangerously intense, he cannot stand Poom's natural warmth toward others. Every lingering glance, every friendly conversation, every moment of attention Poom gives to someone else feels like a betrayal. Poom, caring and attentive to everyone around him, tries to balance their love with his rising career. But Up's jealousy grows, turning into control, into fights, into an addiction neither of them can escape. When their secret is threatened, the tension between them boils over. Poom reaches his breaking point, forcing Up to face a choice-let go or lose him forever. What follows is a downward spiral of love, obsession, and heartbreak. But can love survive when it's built on madness? Years later, when fate brings them together again, Up has changed. He is no longer the man who tried to own Poom. But is it too late? Or can love, once shattered, be rebuilt into something new? A dark, emotional rollercoaster of toxic love, painful choices, and bittersweet redemption-where the line between passion and possession is blurred, and love is both the poison and the cure. ---

Up Poompat adalah seorang siswa SMA yang tergolong cupu dan kutu buku. Ia selalu mengenakan kacamata tebal dan lebih sering terlihat dengan buku di tangannya daripada bergaul dengan teman-teman sebayanya. Kepribadiannya yang introvert membuatnya jarang berbicara, kecuali jika ditanya oleh guru atau jika ada yang membahas topik yang benar-benar menarik baginya. Ia bukan tipe siswa yang menonjol di kelas dalam hal sosial, tetapi kecerdasannya tak terbantahkan-nilai-nilainya selalu berada di puncak, dan ia sering menjadi rujukan bagi teman-teman yang ingin menyontek PR. Seorang trouble maker yang berpower, Poom Phuripan, ketua geng Phi Four (Poom, Pond, Phuwin, dan Pooh) selalu menjadikannya obyek bullyan, namun meskipun sering diintimidasi, Up diam-diam menyimpan perasaan terhadap Poom Phuripan, sang ketua geng itu.

Main couple - UpPoom Second couple - TayNew Up had built a life that many only dreamed of-a thriving business empire, fame, wealth, and the kind of success that drew admiration from everyone around him. But within his perfect world, there was a quiet emptiness that he had learned to live with. He had everything he could ask for, except for the one thing . What could it be ?! He had everything fame , wealth and success that a normal man asks for . Why there was still an emptiness in his life ? [ A/N - This book contains SMUT chapters also . If you're uncomfortable reading them , please skip them . Also, this book doesn't have anything to do with actor's real life .. it's completely fictional . And the pictures in this book are not mine , so Cr. Goes to the rightful owner ]

Up is the cool guy of the school that everyone knows, meanwhile Poom is the quiet, nerdy student who prefers to keep to himself. But what neither of them realizes is that they share a secret: Up has a huge crush on Poom, but he's too afraid to approach him, convinced that Poom dislikes anyone he doesn't know. Little does he know, Poom has been harboring the same feelings for him all along. They both live in silence, too shy to speak up-until one unexpected accident.

Poom Phuripan Sapsangsawat adalah putra tunggal seorang jenderal berpengaruh di Thailand. Sejak kecil, ia hidup dalam kemewahan dan dimanjakan oleh ibunya, yang sangat menyayangi dan memenuhi segala keinginannya. Perlakuan istimewa ini membuat Poom tumbuh menjadi pemuda yang egois dan merasa dirinya selalu lebih unggul dari orang lain. Kegemarannya bermain wanita, minum, pesta, dan hura -hura sebenarnya merupakan manifestasi kekosongan jiwanya yang entah mengapa tak juga ia temukan jawabannya. Suatu hari di bar, ia melihat seorang pria mapan yang tampan dan berkharisma namun jutek, dingin, dan super cuek. Up Poompat Iam-Samang, seorang CEO muda yang badas telah menamparnya dengan kenyataan bahwa cintanya bertepuk sebelah tangan.

Ming had no interest in love or even having the same partner more than once. Which is why he was a member of the exclusive sex club called The Ball. That changes when he meets an anonymous man who he can only recognize through his sneezes. He becomes obsessed with him and must find out his real identity. It gets difficult as he becomes distracted from his search by a stand in on the set of his new movie. A Cinderella inspired My Stand In fanfic where instead of a ball it is a sex club and in place of a glass slipper it is sneezegasms. MingxJoe

Up Poompat, seorang mahasiswa jurusan komunikasi di Universitas terkenal di Bangkok, adalah sosok yang menarik perhatian dengan aura misterius dan karismatiknya. Sebagai putra tunggal dari keluarga terpandang, ia tumbuh dengan ekspektasi tinggi dan tekanan untuk menjaga nama baik keluarga. Namun, alih-alih memilih jalur karier seperti ayahnya, Up lebih tertarik pada dunia komunikasi, terutama jurnalisme dan produksi media. Sementara Poom Phuripan merupakan anak tunggal dari keluarga sederhana. Ibunya adalah mantan penyanyi bar terkenal yang telah meninggal karena kanker, dan ayahnya yang sakit-sakitan membutuhkan perawatan intensif. Poom adalah sosok yang tangguh meskipun hidupnya penuh ujian. Ia memiliki semangat pantang menyerah dan keyakinan bahwa setiap tantangan adalah bagian dari perjalanan hidup. Sebagai seorang penyanyi bar, sifatnya yang ramah, sopan, dan humoris membuatnya mudah disukai oleh siapa saja, termasuk para tamunya di bar di Silom. Pertemuan keduanya membuahkan cinta pada hati mereka masing - masing yang tak terkatakan karena alasan masing - masing.