TW: S3LF H4RM, SUICID@L THOUGHTS AND SWEARING! They're objects in this! Some fluff Paper has hid many things from others, including the fact he harms himself and forces him self awake when he says he goes to sleep. OJ finds out about all the things Paper has hid for around 5 years. Paper, believing he'll be fine, refuses to get help. OJ loves him, and Paper loves OJ, but neither ever spoke of how they felt. But OJ can't hide his feelings anymore, he knows if he doesn't confess to Paper soon...He might not be alive.. Paper beleives he has nothing to live for if OJ doesn't love him back, and OJ does love him...he just can't be to late...