Till never expected to see Ivan again-especially not as his assigned college roommate. After drifting apart post-high school, their relationship had become a blur of unspoken feelings and silences too long. But now, in the small, sunlit Room 307, the two are given a second chance. Ivan, now an architecture student with a quiet demeanor and late-night design habits, isn't the same boy Till remembers. And Till, a literature major who still doodles in the margins of every notebook, finds himself both nervous and curious. As the semester rolls on, shared spaces become shared moments-takeout on the floor, sleepy conversations at 2 a.m., midterms survived with tea and laughter. Slowly, their walls fall. Between art exhibits, campus festivals, snow days, and movie nights, their friendship blossoms into something softer, deeper. And maybe this time, they won't leave things unsaid.

Till realizes his feelings for Ivan and becomes desperate to hold on to any piece of him he can have. He begins indulging in his darker urges in spite of his growing guilt because he can't bring himself to confess. Ivan has already been playing the same game for years. Honestly, Till's an amateur in comparison... HEAVILY Inspired by the manga Stalker x Stalker by Kadiro Main story, COMPLETE Side stories, ongoing

Till has always been a gentle and emotionally grounded boy, trying to navigate friendship and love in an unsteady boat all by himself. At school, students called him "Creepy Till". He lived in his own world, lost in his love for art and psychology, and often forgot to exist anywhere else. He never learned how to make friends, every interaction he had was awkward, every attempt to connect clumsy and uncertain. He had a lot of fears : attention, crowds, but the biggest of all tortured him in his sleep. Till suffered from recurring nightmares since middle school. When a new student joined his class and sat beside him, Till realized that the boy whose gaze haunted his every nights truly existed, that he was more than a product of his imagination. Ivan entered his life suddenly, like a storm. He was everything Till wasn't: magnetic, confrontational, and impossible to ignore. He was unpredictable, impossible to read, his behavior was erratic, he seemed to both despise and need Till at the same time. Raised in a household where love and hate were indistinguishable, he was left with a warped sense of intimacy. The quiet rejection that Till gave him was unbearable and made him remember his lowest moments. He couldn't stand the way he looked at him and avoided him. That's why he decided that, if he was going to be hated anyway, he might as well earn it. What begins as a series of misunderstandings, lies and deliberate cruelty, soon reveals something else beneath: a desperate longing to be seen, to be loved, and to heal. This is a story about love distorted by pain, about two boys trying to bound from broken pieces. Over time, Till's quiet empathy begins to reach the wounded child buried inside Ivan. And for the first time, the raven haired boy realized that hatred isn't the same as love, and that what's truly his doesn't need to be marked in order to be real. The cover is a fanart made by @Dutd on red note ( ID：Dutdtilkhdkgd )

𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐲, 𝐧𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: - 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐬 - 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 ©️𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐨𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐦

(JockEmo AU) Till is used to being invisible-the emo outcast who lurks in the back of class, headphones in, ignored by everyone except for whispers and ridicule. Ivan, on the other hand, is everything Till isn't: the golden boy, the flawless jock with a smile that wins the crowd every time. They're enemies by nature, always clashing, always pushing each other's buttons. So when a twist of fate (and some meddling from Mizi) forces them into a fake relationship, it feels like a cruel joke. Till wants nothing to do with Ivan's perfect mask. Ivan, however, has been obsessed with Till for years-and now he has the perfect excuse to keep him close. What begins as a plan to shut down rumors and survive the college spotlight slowly unravels into something neither of them expected. Between whispered fights in crowded hallways, stolen glances in study sessions, and the blurring line between acting and something painfully real, Till starts to wonder if Ivan's smile has always been fake... or if it's only real when it's directed at him. Enemies. Pretenders. Lovers in denial. This isn't just a game anymore- and neither of them is ready for the fallout.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ🩶☆.☽ . ─── 𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙪 𝙛𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙞𝙘 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚, 𝙛𝙤𝙘𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡, 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙘𝙧𝙪𝙢𝙗𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙞𝙯𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙖 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙡𝙪𝙠𝙖. 𓂃𓈒𓏸 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙨? 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙣 𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 ... 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣, 𝙩𝙝e 𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 with black eyes, 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙨𝙬𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 - 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚. 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙚 - 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙫𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙨, 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙨 𝙞𝙛 𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙢𝙚𝙧, 𝙘𝙤𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙧 - 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙨 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨. 𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙣 𝙖 𝙗𝙞𝙩... 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝. 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙨 𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 - 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚

Ivan and Till were a complicated pair, both intertwined by fate to eachother. One obsessed, the other oblivious. So when Ivan suddenly comes back and acts oddly different it makes Till feel a weird kind of way. [Based off of 'Reflection' by boiya] I WILL POST CHAPTERS ONCE BOIYYANG FINISHS HER COMIC

School project 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 My first fan-fiction... Let's see how it goes. IVANTILL FOREVER!

Till wakes up every morning, walks to school in a daze. Every night it's the same dream of a man alike his neighbour, childhood friend and closest person. Ivan. He can only watch as he leaves his grasp and falls back into the ground, blood trailing from his body. It was too real. Then one day, quite literally out of nowhere, he gets sucked into a portal. Cover is from Pinterest (I'm not sure who did it please tell me if you know so I can credit them!)

It had been 2 days, 5 months and 4 years since Ivan had died, the last look of life in his eyes as he reached towards Till in his final moments. Grief wasn't something familiar to Till, but he'd eventually become accustomed to it. Only after Round 6 did he realise what he truly felt for the man. It was cruel, twisted love. UPDATES EVERY TUESDAY