Bang Chan, a 26 year old record, award winning producer and metal singer during the day. An alcoholic at night, which he only remembers to be happy through memories. He's changed a lot in the 7 years he's been in Korea. His bandmates, Han Jisung and Seo Changbin don't actually know much about their friend. He keeps to himself, friends are worked related strictly. Who or what made this hardworking man, so pathetic as he described himself as? Who will eventually heal him? WARNING LIST mentions of self harm, like not described but suggested. Suicide Swearing Alcohol Smoking And of course, this is pure fiction that is not intended to imply anything about anyone of the name of these characters. If any of the content bothers you, that is perfectly fine, please click off respectfully.

𝘨𝘰𝘥 𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 it's one thing making out with your literal celebrity crush backstage at a high profile fashion event, another thing hooking up - multiple times, even more of a thing if you make a song together, and definitely a thing when you end up beneath him (or on top of him) every single time you're in the same city (and you message, constantly) it's almost crazy. Anyone would get attached and fall in love? Right? Well, Hyunjin certainly did.