you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

"Loneliness is a state of mind, sometimes it's not about how many people you're around." Ivy meets Billie at a meet & greet and receives a dm from Billie that evening. Ivy struggles with self harm and depression, but later becomes addict to Billie rather then hurting herself. Achieved 🥇 in #billieeilish 🥇 in #fanfic 🥇 in #fanfiction

An upcoming artist named billie eilish accidently texts the wrong number. Brooklynn receives a message from an unknown person when she was finna take her life. Could Billie have saved her life? Read to find out. (This book includes smut, self harm, depressive things, eating disorders and other things...I'll try my best to put trigger warnings but if I forget I am so sorry, It's probably best you not read this book if any of that triggers you.)

(Completed) I saw her in fall in the mosh pit, I knew she was too small to be right in the center so I grabbed her and held her to my chest until she was safe. That's how it all started.

For as long Summer knew, she hated life. She hated the fact that she was still alive. Struggling with depression, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder, and anxiety, the only thing keeping her alive is Billie Eilish. When Summer finally gets tickets to her concert, in her city, it changes everything. Can Billie keep summer alive or will summer come to the conclusion that the life she lives was never made for her? Read to find out! ⚠️This book does contain strong topics such as: self-harm Eating disorder mention of suicide and mention of abuse If any of these topics trigger you, you can skip it. I will put '⚠️' before any of these topics start and end⚠️. Enjoy!!!! Achievements: #1 eilish

This collection of imagines, is to remind you that your feelings matter, your struggles are real, and healing is possible. I make these short stories to bring comfort, support, and hope to anyone struggling.

halley was no stranger to being kicked out of one house to another before finding herself in an orphanage. everyday was different for her, she hated change. halley also loved billie eilish. she felt such a deep connection with her, not just billie herself but all her music especially her lyrics. whenever halley listened to billie, all her worries would go away, she was at peace. what happens when she finally meets billie and reveals how her life truly is?

olivia may wood, a traumatised 15 year old falls in love with her rival. billie eilish pirate baird o'connell. will it work out between them? or is olivia too broken to love and be loved by someone else?

"You've never listened to my music before? What the fuck, how?" Billie asked confused. "As I said, I just never got a chance to listen to it I guess," I replied sheepishly chuckling, rubbing the back of my neck nervously. "Well, that changes today," Billie said surprised but excited. She got up from the couch anxiously and grabbed my hand, causing me to get up from the couch and follow her, still hand in hand. ~~~ Can a Celebrity/Singer-Songwriter really fall in love with a roadie? Can somebody really fall in love with a nobody? ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so. ~~~ Rankings: #1 on #roadie ; 10/26/20 #1 on #patrickoconnell ; 12/25/20 #1 on #maggiebaird ; 12/28/20 #1 on #messages ; 12/30/20 #1 on #touring ; 6/15/21 #1 on #finneas ; 7/10/22 #3 on #tour ; 4/1/22 #3 on #billie ; 12/02/23 #5 on #singer-songwriter ; 12/21/20 #7 on #billieeilish ; 12/21/20 #7 on #messaging ; 12/30/20

meet one year old kaia who's parents abandoned her at birth. that was until the one and only Billie eilish meets kaia and her life changes for the better. Billie: hii little one kaia: mommy Achievements #1 in finneas