Trigger warnings !Blood and Gore! Bakugou was always stubborn... It was just how he grew up. But when he falls for a certain electrical blond he realized what he could never find in life. He might become the best hero, the best student at UA, or just one of the nest in general... But to him? There is one thing that he thinks is out of his reach... Love... Now Bakugou is now growing a flower garden that will be the death of him.

Notes and numbers, every day feels like it never gets any better but what if a certain green haired boy was there to help? Though that won't stop time, days count down and numbers will stop at 0. What happens when time runs out?

Why? Why, even though you're not here, i can feel you. Join Katsuki's journey on battling his inner demons and handle the loss of the only person he's ever truly loved. He'll never get to see him again... will he? Even so, can he accept his own feelings and give into happiness or drown in self hate and destruction. I'm really bad at descriptions Please read the tags. There are very mentions of self-harm, gore & suicide. This is 18+

Selfish they say to people who can't stand life but isn't it the reality that they are selfish for keeping one alive? That was what Bakugo was thinking all his life until he found Ejiro. That guy was just different. No matter how hard that Dandelion tried to hide his feelings and his problems it never seemed as if that Shark would actually not see them. In fact he knew about them, he saw the signs and in fact that very Shark also has a crush on Katsuki. So it goes without saying that he will do anything and everything to make his love get better, A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. This is also a collaboration with Conote. Thanks for doing this with me! Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Bakugo begins to feel inferior and voices whisper inside his head. He has kept up his facade for a while now, making sure there are no imperfections, no way to see through it. But what happens when problems rise to the surface and tip him over the edge? Will he finally open up to people or will he suffer in silence? Trigger warnings/ normal warnings -Self hate -Self harm -depressing thoughts -blackmail -throwing up -bad sleeping habits -swearing(bc it's bakugou ofc) Please note that I'm not in anyway trying to make fun of this stuff nor offend people they are serious issues that people struggle with and if you are struggling with any of these I advise for you to seek help and always feel free to vent in the comments. This story will contain kiribaku(fluff), it will start off platonic and will end romantic, but it will NOT take over the main story its more of a sub plot. Also because kiri will try help Bakugo. Some characters might be out of character at times so I apologise for that. All characters don't belong to me, they belong to horikoshi. The only thing I own is the plot.

Bakugo is suicidal and has been his whole life cause he has horrible parents that abuse him and used to get bullied until he became the bully and bullied people so they can "feel his pain" until he meets Kirishima. Quirks are in this story but are barley used Spelling errors 🤣 ⚠⚠ No cursing ⚠⚠Talks about self harm and abuse ⚠⚠Talks about blood ⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠Suicide is mentioned a lot!!!!! PLZ READ!!!!! Ok so I gotta say this SUCKS I made this so long ago and I did not know how to actually write correctly so there are many errors and things that don't make sense so yes I'm sorry that this will be pretty stupid 😂 but hey if you wanna read go ahead and PLZ READ THE LAST PAGE THERE IS A EXTRA ONE AT THE END!!!! thank you have a great day 💖 Update(7/9/22): Srsly why are y'all reading this still 💀 it's so badddddddd high chance imma redo this whole book but make it a "new book" just so this one is still here- but idk honestly I might forget-

WARNING!! THIS BOOK INCLUDES; - Self harm - Suicidal thoughts - Suicide attempts - Cursing - Blood & Gore - Violence - & Angst (Maybe -_-) (I have no clue why this still says maybe. This book is full of that lovely angst) If your sensitive to any of these topics I suggest you don't read this book. Bakugou isn't happy. He's never been happy. His anger is due to him keeping his true feelings inside, hiding them with pills to keep the horrible thoughts away. He'll never open up though. No one except his family knows about his troubles, and he'd like to keep it that way. He'll use his bottled up pain, and lash out without meaning to. Nightmares that scare him, cause him to stay away and not get close to anyone. Out of fear of being hurt. He's scared. Not scared of what's around him though... He's scared of himself... Most chapters will be 1000+ words! My awesomely awesome cover is made by @-_Lenn_- (Thank you again Lenn!)