And in that moment, I realized something that I've always known deep down in my heart. I finally understand why my eyes would always cling to him in a room, why my mood would always lighten up whenever he was around, why my world brightened up when I met him- why the sun shined brighter, trees and grass were greener, flowers smelled better. Why he makes my world more beautiful simply by existing in it. It's because I'm in love him. The type of love that you never knew existed until you finally experience it yourself, the type of love that's hard to put into words because it's a love you've never had for anyone else. And never will. - JAMISON MACK ... And in which, Jamison Mack drunkly kisses his very much in love bestfriend, Hayden Zhang. Shouldn't be much of a problem, they both agree to forget about it. It was a drunken mistake. Nothing more, nothing less. One problem, neither of them can stop thinking about it. What could go wrong? Or in simpler words, a chaotic bisexual pro basketball player who's in love with his playboy footballer bestfriend. highest rankings #2- collegefootball #3- lgbtq #3- interracialbxb #13- interracialbxb

ABIGAIL GLENN'S WARNINGS BL TRIGGER WARNINGS This book is heavy. I would say in some ways, heavier than anything I've ever written. While there are plenty of sweet moments, nuggets of comedy, and a HEA, it does touch on very sensitive, difficult topics. This story was not approached with a light heart. I did my best to handle these topics as delicately as possible. Everyone processes trauma differently. Everyone has their own unique journey with mental health. There are pieces to these characters that are a mix of truths, and yet I had to give them a bit of rein to tell their own stories. With that said, please tread carefully if any of the below topics may put you in a bad headspace: Mental health struggles, self-harm, suicidal thoughts/behaviors, violence, mentions of child trafficking