you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

aurora, known as the quietest girl in the year group meets billie, the sweetest person she's ever met. she falls in love with billie but is too scared to tell her, does billie feel the same way?

Everyone envies Billie's life... but no one knows the truth. A new friend shakes her world, helping her escape a toxic relationship and confront the person she's really meant to be. Secrets, desire, and self-discovery collide-can Billie finally find herself before it's too late? AU This story may contain drugs, abuse, and self-harm. Smut will also be present, so read at your own risk. G!P main character. English is not my first language, so be nice, please. Started as a Billie x Reader, but is now a Billie x Original Character. #1 billiexreader 01/14/2026 #1 billiexoc 01/20/2026

- "Oh, just shut up and smash your lips into mines, kinda like the bruised feeling you're leaving on them." She says placing her thumb on my lower lip, while touching my upper lip with her green, long nail. - "Aren't they already full of unconventional states of mind?" I ask tilting my head one sided, softly caressing her arm with my fingers, just one followed by the other one. Teasing the Hell out of her is my passion mixed up with the ungodly pleasure she uses to give me. Such an addictive type of love. Christine, a bartender moving out to Highland-park, learns about Billies existence. They get off on the wrong foot from the first beginning not for more but Billie's tendency of expressing her rough emotions through loud music at 3 am, causing Chris headaches. They learn how easygoing life can be after they taste each other's dreams, state of minds, experiences and bodies. It turns out Billie is hiding something from Christine. Billie - g!p girlxgirl Contains sexual/smut content along with suicide mentions Read @ your own risk. start: 11.02.2021 #3 in billie - 24.02.2021 #2 in billieeilish - 26.02.2021 #12 in lgbt - 11.04.2022 #28 in girl - 28.02.2021 #20 in gxg - 11.04.2022 cover: @me

When reckless young prodigy Billie Eilish meets Angelica, an older, sharp, magnetic vocal coach her brother insists she needs, sparks fly but just not the kind either of them expect. As Billie begins to question her voice, her power, and her own desires, Angelica challenges her to confront what she feels and sing from the rawest parts of herself. But not every note is safe, and not every fire should be fed. Disclaimers: contains smut, fluff, lots of humour, Coachella moments, and other celebs (like Odessa, Sabrina Carpenter, Charli xcx etc). Mention of drugs/alcohol.

She didn't come to the gym to flirt. She came to disappear. Burned out by fame, haunted by fear, and suffocating under the weight of being watched, Billie Eilish hasn't felt safe in a long time - until she steps into The Hidden Room, an off-the-grid gym built for people who want privacy more than attention. The owner is quiet. Intimidating. Covered in tattoos. Strong enough to lift steel and gentle enough to know when to give space. They weren't supposed to notice each other. They weren't supposed to linger. What starts as stolen glances and late-night workouts turns into something slower. Deeper, and far more dangerous than either of them expected. Because falling for someone famous means risking becoming a secret - and Maddy has already been left behind once.

the seven behaviours or feelings that inspire further sin. lowercase intended. {2023-25, REVAMPED 2026} (don't mind how i gave up on giving the chaps songs around the last ten chaps ok?)

Billie's mom died in a car accident and her dad is in jail for theft. She's been in foster care for 4 years. She's now 18 and lives in a small apartment in New York with her dog shark. She can barely afford food to eat at night until she meets this girl that she thought she would never see again, but ends up falling in love with the person she wanted to steal from in the end.

Billie and y/n's relationship is hidden and nobody knows about. Literally no one. Not the fans not her family...just the two of you but what happens when Finneas finds out

Billie Eilish, a famous singer who the world adored. her friends would do anything for their beloved blue eyed star. But Billie had her secrets-and she kept them well hidden. She had this confidence that nobody stop her from getting what she wanted. New rings? Hers. New car? She'll have it by tomorrow. Attractive Woman or Man? Write up an NDA and they'll have the best one night ever. But what Happens when her eyes land on you? What If an NDA isn't enough. what if she needed more of You. You a simple jewelery maker.