Y/n meets Tara Yummy in Sephora and becomes good enough friends with her to meet her friends and Y/n does music, YouTube, and Twitch streams but she also has very bad mental problems.. TW: very detailed depictions of self harm, drug abuse, smoking, drinking, depictions of bpd, depictions of anxiety, depictions of anorexia, if any of these are triggering for you please don't read and all of these are either my experiences with these mental illnesses or my friends and remember, each person has a different expeirience. (inspo creds to: @dumbfishbowl, @tRaFFicOnEeee, @pxkobxby, & @lt;333) also this is my first real story that I hopefully wont delete so pls ignore anything inaccurate, that doesn't make sense, or anything of those sorts and if there is any of those pls let me know bc I'm trying to be a better writer :]]]

i am in love with a dead man and it's ok.

❝everything in this world has a purpose. even if that person or object seems completely worthless.❞ gustav åhr. a sweet boy who grew up just across the street, and usually kept to himself. but the few encounters i had with him were good. i had a very good image of him. and the night he invited me to walk with him was the day i realized; he needed someone to understand him. he wanted me to be that person. and i would forever do my best to fulfill his request. (if you find anything on this story to be too offensive; please message me and let me know so i can either remove it or explain why its there. i mean no disrespect towards Gus in any way, shape, or form.) (if you see any grammar/spelling mistakes please inform me so i can fix them.) (not everything in this story will be %100 accurate, i apologise.) rest easy, baby boy... highest ranks; #1 in Lilpeep #2 in Gustavåhr #1 in Lilpeepxreader