Tired, that's how I felt all day. I love my work, my fans, my members.... But do they love me? I shouldn't wonder but I can't think of being appreciated. Everything I'm doing, everything I'm sacrificing, including my health, is not repaid with either the love of the Stay or the love of my members, my family.... Can I still consider them my family. Too much stress, too much work, too many expectations and no one to count on, how long can I continue like this? I just keep thinking that if I left, no one would miss me, not the Stay, not my members, not even my family... What keeps me alive is only the pain I feel every time I lock myself in the bathroom, when I see that red liquid running down my arm I feel free, nothing can make me feel something like them, not even food. What if I make it all stop? What if I leave forever? What if the voices in my head finally went away? What would people think of me? Maybe they would label me as "The idol too weak to bear some pain" but I would never know.... Maybe it's better this way, maybe eternal darkness is better than an eternity of pain. Or: Seungmin feels excluded from everything and falls into bad habits, will the Stray Kids understand what they have caused? This story was also published on ao3 so if you've already read it, don't worry, it's still me!!

han jisung is a ace in the group in Stray Kids, but is he? ok, let me say this again. han jisung was an ace in the group in Stray Kids. there, better. han jisung felt himself like he didn't belong, he didn't have somebody when he needed them the most, including his own hyungs and to the youngers. the 7 males avoided the quokka-like male for the past days, and boy it didn't go well. Contains: 😠 Angst ‼️ This is just an Imagination or AU rather. It doesn't reflect the characters irl. ‼️ ⭐ This book is my own original work, do not intend to copy the plot unless you asked permission. ⭐ To the newcomers, please read first the first chapter titled "인트로닥션스". to get to know more about the book. ⭐ Enjoy reading! Started: 02-14-2024 (Valentine's Day.) Completed and Ended in: 05-01-2024 (Labor Day)

Jeongin is in an toxic relationship that he refuses to tell any of his friends about. But what happens when he starts to catch feelings for one of them? - side ships- ~Minsung ~Seunglix -TRIGGER WARNING- • toxic relationships Started: 10-23-2020 Ended: 6-19-2021 i do not accept translations on my stories!!!

Seungmin is loved. By seven people. He just doesn't know it yet. ㅡ or ㅡ Seungmin is just another struggling university student. Orphaned young, drowning in debt, and working shifts at a local cafe to survive, he's trying his best to keep his head down and his grades up with constant paranoia on his back. Things take a turn when he starts receiving strange gifts from an unknown sender, and suddenly, Seungmin's life isn't the same anymore.

» ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴡɪsʜ ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɢᴏ ᴛᴏ sʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴡᴀᴋᴇ ᴜᴘ ғᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʟɪғᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ « ALL FICTIONAL INCLUDES: °omegaau/mateau °angst °violence °self-harm °abuse °rape Don't like it, don't read it! #1 skz #1 straykids #1 omegafelix #1 straylix #1 felixcentric #1 seochangbin #1 muteboy

[ COMPLETED! ] Chan's sudden scream scared us all. His eyes were wide open in a blink of an eye and tears began to fall from those eyes as no one expected. _______________________________ I screamed as his body pressed against my lower abdomen. Ignoring it, I quickly stepped towards the nearest opening under the stage. My legs were already shaking. _______________________________ she took an ice pack and gently placed it on his bruised abdomen. Chan gasped and writhed in a groan. I slowly ran my hand through his hair and stroked it gently, hoping to comfort him at least a little. ______________________________ "Hey, you okey?" I stepped back and patted him on the back. Groaning and shrugging , he leaned more forward as if trying to escape my touch. He's refusing my help....

Minho is slipping-off balance, off rhythm, off his game. He tells himself it's nothing. His body says otherwise. The cracks are forming. How long before he breaks? //a little series that deserves its own book

Lee Felix is a someone who seemingly has it all -fame, beauty, money, fans. But he has something else as well: something that causes some people to question why they rarely see him eat -and why he never wears short sleeves. Navigating life as a K-pop idol while struggling mentally was the norm for Felix by now. But what happens when some people begin to notice? -idol au -hyunlix(?) TW'S: Self harm Depression Eating disorders Panic attacks Body dysmorphia Smoking Drinking Suicidal thoughts Suicide attempt

The story were in Seungmin get sexual assaulted by, for him a well know person. Seungmin didn't go to an other high school for nothing, well no one really knew why he did actually. Only he himself knew and... *warnings are written in -0- please read them and if you are uncomfortable with them, then please don't read this, thank you! English is not my first language, I'm sorry for any grammatical errors. This is my first fanfiction, my writing is bad and im sorry in advance if i don't finish this story!

𝙉𝙤𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙢, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙖𝙣, 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜: 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙛𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙙𝙧𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜. - stevie smith. ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂ Minho has a hard time controlling his thoughts, taking him to very dangerous places. Him being deeply sensitive doesn't help with his situation, and he's been getting more and more insecure about himself - making him practically ruin himself, just to fit in. PART 1 OF 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐒 SERIES started: 06/10/2024 ended: 09/12/2024 warnings in first chapter