As the face of the band Tokio Hotel, Bill Kaulitz was loved, smiled at, admired and hated like no other for his eccentric appearance. Fans adored his androgynous style, the press reacted with perplexity and speculation about his sexual identity. When the hype about himself took on dangerous proportions, Bill fled with his twin brother Tom to Los Angeles, from where he looks back on the first thirty years of his life. Growing up near Magdeburg, Bill was used to hostility and incomprehension, but never let himself be deterred and consistently pursued his artistic visions and his dream of a life away from provincial confinement. For the first time, he talks openly about his childhood in the middle of nowhere, Tokio Hotel's overwhelming success, but also about escapades, loneliness and the special relationship with his brother Tom.

In the shadowy graveyard behind her seemingly ordinary high school, where crumbling headstones overlook the dead, y/n's life is forever changed by a mysterious boy with a haunting past. She's had countless encounters involving the dead, from the days spent exploring abandoned buildings and haunted houses. But nothing could've prepared her for the love she felt when she met the half-zombie boy, Bill Kaulitz. He was a boy of the night, with a beauty that was almost otherworldly. His kindness and black eyeliner drew her in like a magnet, despite the danger that lurked beneath his perfect smile. But with the fabric of time unraveling around them, will she risk loosing bill to his previous fame and rewrite the past? Or will she defy the fate that threatens to tear them apart? #1 in emoboy 12/27/2025 #1 in emolove 12/29/2025 #2 in emogirl 12/25/2025 #8 in georglisting 12/19/2025 #9 in undead 12/26/2025 #9 in gustavschafer 1/21/2026