I am trash so here's Kylux if your trash too

last year was one of the best and worst of my life, after 13 years together I got married to my wonderful husband then just over a month later my brother died. when you are the type of person who tries to please everyone you end up realising that being strong for everyone else hasn't given you a chance to deal with it all properly, frustration, anger, sadness and loneliness builds up. how do you fix it? I feel that I need an outlet and the best way I know how is to write about it, I am by no means a writer so please anyone who reads this bear with me! with all that in mind I'm going to start at the beginning, so this is really a small tribute to the brother that I loved, on occasion hated, fought with and lost... Mx