This story tells the journey of Becky, who is battling a chronic illness. Along the way, she will meet Freen, someone who is also struggling-though her pain may come from something, or perhaps someone, else. This is not an easy story. It contains angst, conflict, depression, disappointment, anger, hatred, love, harsh realities, and all the raw truths of real life. Be prepared for a roller coaster of emotions if you decide to read this story. You might even find pieces of yourself reflected in its pages. Content Warning: This story contains mature themes and emotional intensity. It may not be suitable for all readers. If you are emotionally unprepared, please reconsider reading it.

Becky has a secret crush on the Queen. So when she contests for the role of the Queen's sex partner, she's actually taking a big leap of faith. Does Becky get to live the fantasy she always dreamed of? Does Queen Freen want her enough to make her stay? Will the two of them survive the most apparent differences in their lives and their backgrounds? Is sex enough to make Becky stay? If G!P is not your thing don't read. (This is not my story I read a freenbeck version awhile back and can't find it anymore and really enjoyed it so that's why I'm rewriting it as freenbeck) Got this story from clexafantasy

Freen has always been cautious with her heart. Scarred by a past that taught her love comes with pain, she's sworn to keep her distance from anything that might leave her vulnerable. Then she meets Becky-a bright, confident woman who's everything Freen didn't know she needed. But Freen's fear of falling holds her back, even as Becky's persistence begins to crumble her walls. Becky has never considered the possibility of falling for a woman, but something about Freen feels different. Drawn to her in ways she can't explain, Becky embarks on a journey of self-discovery, grappling with feelings she never expected.