he saw her everyday at school, wondering what it would be like to have her in his arms and wanting her to be his. she didn't notice a thing; she didn't notice him. she was too caught up in her own relationship problems with her boyfriend, she forgot what love meant again. so he wrote her notes, too scared to speak to her personally. but they were the notes that made her smile almost every time and made her forget about the pain from her bruises and scars. it was just that he didn't reveal himself to her. all he did was secretly slip the note in her locker before she even opened it in the morning. and those notes all ended with these three words: five times five. © 2014 by Nashty_Luke. All rights reserved.

"I've been around long enough now to know that the good things never last." Jacky finally gets what he's always wanted, and things are starting to look up. But of course, it can't stay that way forever. - (( I just want to add a general trigger warning for self harm, suicide, homophobia, etc. ))