Losing Macy to death is an experience that can only be described as an excruciating and soul-shattering agony. It's the kind of pain that seeps into my very being, infecting every part of my existence with a numbing emptiness. Every breath feels like a struggle, every thought a battle against the memories that haunt me. I find myself replaying every moment I shared with her, wondering what I could have done differently, and wishing I could turn back time. I try to cling to the hope that maybe, just maybe, there was something more I could have done to save her, but deep down I know that there was nothing that could have been done. It's a pain that never truly goes away, a wound that never fully heals. Instead, it lingers, a constant reminder of what was lost, and what could have been. I will never love again. I will forever stay where Macy left me broken... Rest here with her... But as soon as I pledged an oath... I heard her whisper, "Love again, Ivan." That's impossible, Astrid... I will never. Started: December 20, 2023 Finished: January 3, 2024 Published: UNDER HBP Status: COMPLETED Follow me on my socials for more updates. IG: smnthawsm Twitter: awsmbi FB: Samantha Claire Lim Radaza | awsmbi Email: claire.radaza02@gmail.com Book cover by Marc Aragona.

Yvonne Maica Lim is an aspiring UAAP court side reporter for UST, she was so close to getting her football player crush after plotting on him for almost a year...but everything fell apart when she had to fake date the infamous star basketball player of the UST Growling Tigers instead. Book cover by cottonbro studio in pexels

Sivandrei "Sivan" Monclova is a gay man with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) his life revolves around routines and rules. He wants everything around him to be organized. Nang makabalik siya sa Pinas galing sa States ay laking gulat niya nang malamang may pinatirang babae ang kanyang ina sa bahay nila. When he's forced to live with Esla Juana Galvez, his perfectly organized world turned upside down. The idea of sharing his space with a stranger feels like a nightmare. But as time passes, he starts to feel something he can't deny, a connection he never saw coming. Sixth Book of Vexed Men Series. Dual Point of View. Started: MAR - 27 - 2025 Ended: JUN - 17 - 2025

/C O M P L E T E D/ |PECHAY SERIES #2| Atticus Lagari ♥️♥️♥️ Noon pa man ay patay na patay na si Yuna kay Atticus o mas kilalang rin sa pangalang Amari dahil sa pagiging mermaid nito. For her, Atticus was her happy pill. Kahit pechay ito on the inside atleast bawing-bawi naman ang bakla physically. In short, yummy! Kung hindi kayang ibalik ni Atticus ang kanyang pagmamahal ay maguunat s'ya ng mga buto at ugat para mapa-ibig ang beki sa kanya. Nasaan ang pride n'ya at pagiging dalagang filipina? Nai-utot n'ya na palabas mula nang makilala n'ya ito. Kung kailangang s'ya ang tumayong prince charming ni Amari ay gagawin n'ya. After all, this is the 21st century, panahon kung saan babae na ang kailangang manligaw at beki na ang kailangang ligawan. *** © Hawkeye_royai 2022 Plagiarism is a Crime!

/CO M P L E T E D/ |PECHAY SERIES # 1| Jenno King Salazar ♥️ Jenno is Freida's no. 1 hater. Why? Bukod sa nasasapawan na ng dalaga ang kanyang beauty ay naiirita rin s'ya sa ka-pokpokan nito ngunit lingid sa kaalaman ng baklang jellyfish a.k.a Jenno ay ang pagiging pure virgin ni Freida. She was judged and bushed easily because of her mom's job. Hindi lang 'yon, lapitin din kasi s'ya ng girl, boy, bakla at tomboy. Sa pag-aakalang kaladkaring merlat ang kanyang enemy ay doon din mabubuo ang isang relasyong confuse na confuse si Jenno. Freida was everyone's fantasy but how about Jenno na isang baklang jellyfish? Is she also his fantasy? 'Do I like nor lover her? Big Nooo!' 'Am I attracted to her? Hmm. Physically yes?!' WTF! *** Plagiarism is a Crime! Written by: Hawkeye_royai This story is rated SPG ⚠️⚠️⚠️

Jessica Claire is the one and only daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Travieso. She was born with a silver spoon in her mouth, she's filthy rich and can get anything she wants with a snap of her finger. But in life, you can't always have it all. They all say that she's lucky because she can actually have all the things that she wants and she thinks that's absurd because if she can really have all the things that she wants... then why can't she have the self love that she always wanted? You see, love isn't just about receiving diamonds and roses. Love is about making your significant other realize that she is still worth it despite all the flaws and imperfections crawling on her skin.

Sollano Series #6: Richmon Rough Sollano Si Gloria Milagros ay isang probinsiyanang valedictorian, was forced to leave her quiet life in the province to study in an exclusive university in Manila. May dahilan kung bakit hindi siya puwedeng mawala sa pagiging rank one. Her grandfather made it clear, kung sino ang magiging summa cum laude sa kanilang pamilya, siya ang magmamana ng hacienda. And Gloria doesn't lose. Ever. But then there's Richmon Sollano, class clown, heartthrob, dangerously brilliant. He never takes things seriously, until Gloria barges into his world, asking for help... and later, asking him to hold back his grades pagdating ng fourth year. Because he is running Summa Cum Laude. They're rivals by day, fuck buddies by night. And in the heat of their secret arrangement, Gloria discovers something terrifying-she can control everything... except him. She's the one leading the race. But in bed, she always comes last....or loudest.

Sollano Series #3: Khalil Luis Sollano They say I'm beautiful. But when I look in the mirror, all I see is someone unworthy. To them, I'm a face to admire, to me, I'm just... a flaw to hide. Clementine Liezel Fauso is a graceful ballerina na punong-puno ng insecurities at self doubt. Lumaki siya sa isang marangyang pamilya na tunay na nagmahal at nag-alaga sa kanya, kahit alam niyang adopted siya. Tahimik ang mundo ni Clementine, hanggang sa unti-unting gumuho ito nang umamin ng nararamdaman sa kanya si Khalil Luis Sollano, ang lalaking itinuring niya ng kapatid. Pero hindi nagpatinag si Khalil. He loved her in silence for so long, pero ngayong may pagkakataon siya, pinili niyang ilaban si Clementine, kahit pa bawal, kahit pa masakit. Binuhos niya ang lahat para maparamdam kay Clementine na karapat-dapat siyang mahalin. Ngunit isang lihim ang babago sa lahat. A truth about Clementine's real identity will unravel, isang rebelasyong magdudulot ng trahedya na hindi inaasahan... at magbabago sa kanila. Now, love isn't enough to save them. But is it enough to bring them back?

Sollano Series #2: Fairah Chezian Sollano Fairah Chezian Sollano is used to getting what she wants. Bubbly, maldita, and spoiled to the core, she walks through life with her chin up and her heels higher. A future model in the making, she knows her worth, and isn't afraid to throw hands when needed. But her picture, perfect world takes a turn when a new classmate arrives. He's sarcastic, smug, and maddeningly good at pushing her buttons. From sly grins to teasing comments, he gets under her skin in ways she can't explain, especially when he catches her shaking in rage... and smiles. What starts as petty bickering soon blurs into something deeper, more dangerous. Because suddenly, it's not just her pride on the line, it's her heart. But when Fairah learns it was all just a game to him... she changes the rules. This time, she's not the girl being played. She's the one playing to win.

Sollano Series #1: Klive Owen Sollano Kalea Hailey Mendez never planned to fall in love. Tahimik lang siya, kuntento sa mga libro, at pangarap maging abogada. Love was never part of her plan, too uncertain for someone who valued peace. Then came him. A fellow future lawyer, cousin ng best friend niya. A man who didn't try to change her, but saw her. Someone who listened to her silence, believed in her dreams, and helped her breathe a little deeper. With him, Kalea learned to smile more, to care for herself, to live-not just exist. And for the first time, she let herself love. But not all love is mutual, and not all hearts beat in sync. Sometimes, love isn't enough to make someone stay. So she stepped back. Masakit man, she chose to love him from afar. To let go, without anger or bitterness. She chose growth, healing, and peace. Because maybe, if it's meant to be, love will return. And if not, at least she learned to love herself in the process. She gave her heart, quietly and fully. And maybe just maybe their love will find its way back... when it's time.