Hannah Taylors finally gives in to her desperation and does one of the stupidest things a girl can do to grab her unapproachable long-time crush Jonah Gibbs' attention: spill soda on his white shirt and leave a motherfrigging red blotch on it. Accidentally... on purpose.

Aleksandr is stuck. Stuck lusting over his best friend. Stuck with a girlfriend he no longer has feelings for. Stuck in an overwhelming sensation of numbness. Only James can make him feel, only James can make him smile. It's always only ever been James. Sexual content, boy x boy, swearing, drinking. Eventual mention of paranoia, anxiety and depression.