Y E A R 1 9 9 5. ~ "Please fly off to London beta...", she almost pleaded. "I can't Maa...", Anuj sobbed. "She'll get married today...", she reminded him. " I know...", he supressed a sob. She found it difficult to remind him again knowing how badly it breaks his heart everytime she does that but she had no alternative. She sobbed a little before repeating herself, "She'll be... living in the... House... Next to... Ours..." "Maa... Meri Anupamaa...", tears flushed his face blurring his vision. ~ Anuj Kapadiya, 19-yr old college boy of the 90s and the most eligible bachelor of the college, was deeply in love with his college classmate, Anupamaa, who he never dared talk and who he might never dare talk again as he saw her getting wedded to someone else. With his family there for his support, would he be able to get over it or how would circumstances change and situations frame? Nobody knows but time. ~ Anupamaa, a carefree butterfly, as he would often call her! She was 18 but more ambitious than her age but also when circumstances change, it leaves no one intact. ~ He had the choice. He made the tougher one - To stay in his home next to Anupamaa's new home. ~ Would it mark a new beginning or close a chapter forever? Would there be any end to the sufferings and pain or would they be destined to stay apart for the rest of the lives? If no, then could the unison truly be a fairytale he wished for her? ~ A FEMINIST DYSTOPIAN you might want to read.

Viraha Nayika: It is a concept from classical Indian dance form. Viraha: symbolises separation.. Nayika: symbolises central female lead Anupama.. Based on relationship stages there are Ashtnayika-Eight heroines. ~ Vasakasajja - The One Adorned for Union ~ Virahotkanthita - The One Tormented by Separation ~ Swadhinapatika - The One with a Devoted Lover ~ Kalahantarita - The One Angry After a Quarrel ~ Khandita - The One Betrayed ~ Vipralabdha - The One Deceived ~ Proshitapatika - The One Whose Husband is Away ~ Abhisarika - The One Who Bravely Seeks Her Lover Anupama is my Abhisarika..Because Abhisarika defies obstacles and societal norms to meet her beloved, even at personal risk, here personal not necessarily means physical but risk of emotional destruction.. Wo bhi kya fanna hue Jo Dil-e-yaar pe na fanna hue Fanna huye toh kuch aise hue Ki dil-e-qarar se hi fanna hue ~the_hopeful_romantic It is going to be emotional roller coaster of pain, separation, longing ..

"I failed terribly. I messed up everything. He was right. Our chhoti... His chhoti got punished for being like me...I can't be a good mother. I never was. I'll never be. I will always be a failure. I failed with a bad husband and with a good one. The problem wasn't with HIMs but with me. I was too worthless. I turned him into a maniac. I suffocated him by being WHO I AM with WHO I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. I killed his love. I could never wipe my hands clean of the blood that blotted my hands of this murder. I murdered his love of 26 years in less than a year. I can't run this marriage for even an year. How suffocated my ex must've felt when I wasn't even his choice. I killed my husband's feelings for me. I can't fix it. I can never do a thing right. People were right.... I AM A FAILURE. ", Anupamaa contemplated as her feet bled for standing on broken glass since long minutes. A sneak peek into a different perspective. A human that could ultimately break. The coldness that froze the tireless one. A SAD Short Story. WARNING:- Don't continue if you are not okay with sad content.

Will they find way back to each other despite the shattered promises, shattered reflections?? Here is a fragile reunion...... A tale of love, Regret, Redemption and Healing.