"Every person u kiss dies, unless it's your soulmate. You share the pain your soulmate feels, until the moment their lips meet". Carlos couldn't bare looking at his family who all had already found their soulmate, while he sat there with no one by his side. It was difficult. If you're in love, you want to give the other affection and kiss them. But not if there is a risk if it isn't your soulmate.. • • • I update whenever I'm in the mood to upload since I'm already trying to update regulary on my other book! Sowwy x Disclaimer: none of this story is real, this is just fictional! If any of the people mentioned in this story are uncomfortable with stories like this, I'll delete it and I respect it

Logan Sargeant and Oscar Piastri have been best friends for years. But when Oscar comes out as bi, Logan finds himself grappling with emotions he doesn't know how to process. Raised in a strict, religious household where being queer was a sin, Logan has internalised the teachings that tell him loving someone of the same gender is wrong. Though he supports Oscar, his loyalty to his best friend is torn apart by the beliefs ingrained in him during childhood, leading to an intense internal struggle. As Logan's feelings for Oscar evolve, so does his battle with OCD, a coping mechanism he developed to manage the stress of his upbringing and the ever-growing tension within himself. His routines, his rituals, his need for control-they all become more pronounced as he tries to navigate his deepening feelings for Oscar, while simultaneously denying his own truth. Through moments of heartache, confusion, and healing, Logan must confront his past and the scars it left on him. Can he overcome the painful lessons of his youth and embrace who he truly is? And can Oscar, his ever-supportive best friend, be the key to his self-acceptance? - updates every monday :) - warnings: - religious guilt - internalised homophbia - OCD - childhood trauma