In an attempt to get the two bickering countries to get along, Alfred and Ivan must spend one month together in one of Alfreds homes. In a house set back into the woods, these two countries are going to grow closer together and learn more about eachother then anyone else has before. Even a few things that they never wanted the other to find out. *Warning* Depressed America. Suicidal thoughts. Suicide attempt. Vulgar language. Maybe smut? We'll have to see where this goes.

America didn't think this would ever happen. And really, letting his best kept secret out to Russia, of all nations? America thinks this has to be one of his dumbest moments yet. Will Russia and America's newly built Friendship survive the hardships of keeping such a secret safe? Or will it crash and burn, just like all the times before. First Installment of the Hidden In Our Hearts series. Disclaimer: I do not own hetalia!!! And guess what? Story art is NOT mine and I have no rights to it. Despite being an artist myself, I can never even hope to be on their level. It belongs to the great artist on Tumblr, mutuallyassureddevotion. Seriously, go check them out, they're awesome. (Sadly I didn't ask permission to use the art, I sincerely doubt this story will gain traction anyways soo (will take down if asked tho)) Btw, this is my first time ever writing fanfiction. Whoever finds this and decides to comment, be gentle please. I am in highschool (yes, cringe alert, I know) and might just cry lmao. #1 Rusame #1 Hetalia #1 aphamerica #1 aphrussia #2 States

America has it all: fame, friends, allies, a supportive family- everything a country could ever want; but, when America's past and guilty conscience catch up to him, America breaks both mentally and physically. As America's relationships, life, and country are crumbling before him, America is left to wonder: is this the end, or it is a whole new beginning? After all, some things are better left forgotten. Disclaimer! This story hints at and mentions themes of death, depression, war, and suicidal thoughts. If you are not okay with or sensitive to this type of content, please don't strain yourself to read my book!

☄. *. ⋆˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶☄. *. ⋆˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ 𝔸𝕝𝕝 𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕕𝕤 𝕘𝕠 𝕥𝕠 𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕝 𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕤! @𝕥𝕚𝕫𝕫𝕗𝕝𝕠 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕚𝕕𝕜 𝕀 𝕗𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕘𝕝𝕖 𝕊𝕆ℝℝ𝕐!😭 𝕋𝔹ℍ 𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥?? . . . Russia is literally an emo and America is your typical annoying, grandiose, cocky pro capitalist businessman. Germany and UN plan a BIG surprise for everyone but, unfortunately for Russia and America they get paired together (they strongly dislike each other just for reference). Together they plan their ultimate revenge! However their plans are foiled as they get stuck in an elevator? And maybe kicked to the backooms?! WTF?? Well you'll have to read to find out the rest! (Maybe they fall in love idk...heheheheh). 𝕁𝕠𝕚𝕟 𝔸𝕞𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕔𝕒 𝕒𝕟𝕕 ℝ𝕦𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕒 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕨𝕖𝕚𝕣𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕪 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪? ☄. *. ⋆˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶☄. *. ⋆˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛

After America tried multiple times and failed to get rid of his lingering feelings to Russia, a game of truth or dare forced him to go up and talk to him, "I have problems and anxiety over my head, why do I need to follow love?" -Russia "But you're still going after me, aren't you." -America (The description doesn't make sense right now maybe, just read it, maybe you'll figure it out...) (May this reader enjoy this book, amen-)

It's been about thirty years since the breakaway of the USSR, and yet, still, Russia can't seem to find the courage in himself to move on. He is stuck in the past, and the first person to come to his rescue is none other than America. Can the two countries change their current relationship despite Russia's mindset? Or will they forever be cold with one another? (Cover image belongs to me)

The tall tale of the later hardships faced by "the gifted child". As Russia ages, he finds his life dulling because he has nothing to live for. He had already succeeded in so much that his life loses purpose. One fateful day he unexpectedly befriends America who understands exactly how he is feeling. He persuades Russia to partake in deadly events with him to help him feel excitement again. Intelligently gifted depressed psychopaths should never become addicted to danger... or become besties. 🦠🦠🦠 America glances back over to me with a menacing grin plastered onto his face. He laughs and its echo haunts my ears. "I don't think I'm insane; surely my entire situation is understandable. If it weren't, I would've been put into that asylum when I was younger." I stare into his doe mismatched colored eyes. What the hell did I get myself into? "America, you are insane." I repeat. I was truly at a loss for words and had conflicting emotions. Crossing the street blindfolded was the last thing I had expected him to try. And yet, I was even more disturbed at how much I wanted to try it for myself... "And so are you, Russia." he says chillingly as if he had a key to my gated mind. "We are not so different and you know it. You are not normal; you revealed that to me in your past. Our horrible childhoods molded us into what we are today. " "I'm not fucking crazy." I tell him, "I find hobbies to feel alive- not to try to kill myself!" 🦠🦠🦠 **Not the story you will be expecting** ⚠️ Warning: This is a fictional novel, so please don't attempt or copy anything life threatening that these characters do, thanks TuT 💗 All art is mine :) 🫧 - Yes, there are many allusions to famous works of literature because I am an obsessed fanatic for them!! Also I included a shit ton of symbolism and foreshadowing. So be on the look out for everything! ✨ ;)

"So what now, our alliance is over?" Russia licked his lips, his eyes were staring at just one point of the wooden desk. He could feel the other man's looks directed to his back, even though he didnt have any irises. Russia knew from experience at this point, how it felt to be watched. "You didn't help with any shit anyway." Russia said in a cold tone, his fingers reaching to grab the cold metallic pen laying close to tidied up documents. He heard America's breathy, hateful chuckle. "Then why-" "But no, it's not." Now he knew he got the other man's attention. He turned his head towards the black eyed man, who had stopped talking to listen to him now. "In fact." He continued. "-it just solidifies now." America hummed, sitting on the table. "Care to explain?" Russia stared at his starless nights with no emotion but plain hatred. "I want my father dead." He saw how wicked America's eyes shined with the declaration, but didn't comment on it. "And it will be quite hard without your help." /// 20.02.20 Slowburn Amerus/Rusame and even slowburner writer but i think i will finish this lmao THE STORY IS NOT EXACTLY HISTORICALLY ACCURATE. I tend to follow the key parts selected from Cold War but there are (mostly) things that made up or amplified to fit better in the story, so keep in mind! dedicated to @YoungerJustice who also drew the cover [ PLEASE READ ] I have Rusame in the title because thats the second ship name. If Russia not being the top is something that puts you off then i am sorry but this is not the book for you. This book will include heavy themes, i did not put +18 for nothing. If you hate it, don't waste your time leaving a hate comment. Just don't read it. I normally wouldn't even put this warning but better be safe than sorry! #1 amerus 23.10.21 #1 americaxrussia 23.10.21 #1 cold war 24.02.23/05.04.25 #1 countryhumansau 13.10.24/05.04.25 Thank you so much.

Alfred knows that since he was little he was wanted. By England and France. But it comes as a surprise that he is not only wanted, but desired. By two special individuals. A clueless boy trapped between two nations that would go to the ends of the earth to get him, how will he survive? //WARNING: lemons/smut involved. May deal with touchy subjects but there will always be a warning before the chapter begins.// This is my first book so I don't expect it to get popular :/ Cover art is by @floating-tea ! Thank you so much! This story is kinda weird and the character can act OOC at moments. I do not own Hetalia. All rights to the creators.

Due to Russia and America's mutual hatred and clashing personalities, contentions are high. However, an unfortunate event causes them to become handcuffed together. How will these countries- who absolutely hate each other - manage to cooperate? • This story will contain occasional swearing, written descriptions of awkward moments, weapons, and eventually Rusame. • Cover made by me!