THIS IS AN OLD FIC POSTED ON AO3 TOO . Paul, a psychologist, gets to know a damaged boy by the name of John and eventually fall in love with him. But what will happen when John's health starts declining?

High school. What an amazing, yet chaotic time in life. John Lennon acted tough on the outside, but on the inside, he had many secrets. Lennon had deep pain, And, to make matters worse, he was a queer. A queer with a crush. Follow John while he experiences an emotional roller coaster to confess his love for this boy, hoping, that this boy loves him just as much.

The lowercase, unrefined version of all the oneshots I wrote. Putting this version on here. The revised, capitalized version is available on my archive of our own account, alexelmstreet. If I didn't specify the necessary genre in parentheses, just know the story will be smut.

John works as a waiter in a restaurant. One day, a tall, dark, handsome stranger walks in and John falls head over heels. Problem is, the man he fancies is on a date. With a girl...

TRIGGER WARNING: contains homophobic slurs, alcohol abuse and NSFW content. ====================================== "Don't pass me by, don't make me cry, don't make me blue. 'Cause you know, Darling, I love only you." John Lennon has just found himself moving to a rural town shrouded in thick woods and greenery, forced to leave his childhood friends back at home. He has to quickly adapt to new changes, a new school and new people. All in the midst of financial trouble and losing his own Mother. This place is nearly abandoned, except for a few small shops here and there, very sparse. A complete polar opposite from his life in Liverpool. Everyday, John goes down to a little lake, Penny Lake, just as a way to ease his mind. He notices the same ebony-haired boy with his own group of friends visiting the lake, as well. And really, all John wants to do is to, somehow, get that Paul-boy alone so that the two of them can become... closer. This has proven itself to be a difficult challenge as George, Paul's best mate, is inseparable from Paul. Nearly attached at his hip. Not only that, but other problems arise seemingly out of thin air. Will John be able to talk to the boy and find similar interests between them? Or will something deeper unfold right before their eyes? ====================================== - Completed - Ranked #1 in the Mclennon Tag and #1 in Starrison - HELLA Angsty

John has always been fond of Paul, but one night, he is shocked by how intense his feelings really are. A wank that goes a bit... far sets off a string of events neither have the words to understand. Paul acts aloof, unbothered. John is tortured and confused. All they do is misread and misinterpret and miscommunicate for weeks. They both desperately miss each other, but neither know how to make sense of what's going on between them. This is a multi chapter story taking place in 1963 from the months of late October to Christmas time.

What if Paul left before The Beatles were even The Beatles? It's a modern AU where Paul's mother dies giving birth to Mike and Jim blames Mike for her death. Paul takes beatings from him (I don't actually think of Jim McCartney in this way at all) in order to keep him off Mike. Paul had just gotten in a relationship with John, but will Paul's mistake keep them apart or will they find each other again? Originally posted on AO3.

Maharishi Harrison's meditation camp is very exclusive - and attracts an interesting assortment of people, such as millionaire John Lennon, and Paul McCartney, the singer in the local Liverpool band. But when John has to drop the expensive suits and spend time with the peasants, he realizes that the leather-clad bassist has more to him than meets the eye. [McLennon slash, AU.]

Basically, a mclennon version of the movie, Beauty and the Beast. You're welcome. The drawing on the cover is not mine. I'd give credit, but I don't know who originally made it.

!!DISCLAIMER : THE ORIGINAL AUTHOR is CassieVulcan on Deviantart/Livejournal. John's having money issues, there seems to only be one way out. * THIS IS NOT MY STORY. IVE NEVER CLAIMED THIS STORY AS MINE. I ONLY REPOSTED IT. If the original author requests the removal of this story and DMs me, I will gladly do it.