Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz

𝗕𝗟𝗔𝗜𝗥 𝗠𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗘𝗥, lived and breathed to torment her next door neighbor... He was arrogant, egomaniacal, and strong headed. But... 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘦. Growing up, the both were competitive. In school, on the field, at home. It was an ongoing battle for over a decade, when he moved in... her life darkened. Everything was infatuated with his presence. It all changed when a bet was struck between the two. Would she fall in love with him? Or would it all crumble? ★ "𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞𝙛 𝙞'𝙢 𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣' 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣' 𝙢𝙚."

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

When I tell you to jump. You'll jump. If I tell you to roll over, you'll roll over. If I tell you to pull down your underwear you'll turn around and get on all four. Do you understand where I'm going with this? Maybe then I'll be the poor idiot for a night if that's what you want. #1 : Kaulitztwins (06/02/2025) #1 : Monsoon (07/21/25) #1: Billkaulitz (09/11/25)

*Sequel to BMH* I left her in the hands of the man I painfully believe will give her everything she deserves. I hope that in the back of her mind, she'll sometimes think of me. I hope she doesn't let her light dim. And so he left. And in leaving, took a part I wasn't ready to let go of yet. I hope he hasn't forgotten me. I hope he doesn't let himself fall into the pits of his darkness. Wherever you are, whomever you are.. Don't Lose Sight of Me. *A sequel to Break My Heart* #2 - Tomkaulitz (06/07/2025) #1 - bpd (06/24/2025-07/12/2025)

My life wasn't the best, but it wasn't bad. I think it could have stayed that way. I would have been okay with that. And then one night, I met him. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes that could make any girl do anything, be anything for him. There was this.. darkness to him. You couldn't help but let yourself be absorbed by it, or by the idea of him. You sort of just hope that you never have to go back to a life where he doesn't exist. Until you realize that you're no longer living a life you want. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. And forever may not be the best. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel #1 August 19-September 26, 2025: #Kaulitztwins

It's as if I have a choice, I either betray my father or myself. I love my father dearly, which is why I agreed to his decision and his continuous pleads- to marry a man who to me is a stranger; if only I knew how bad it would get would I still of agreed? BOOK AVAILABLE IN GERMAN - - > @t0mkaul1tzw1fe (Sie können meine folgende Liste überprüfen, wenn Sie sie über die Suche nicht finden können oder im ersten Kapitel ein Link zu ihrem Profil hinzugefügt wurde 'Introductions and characters' ) TW: CONTAINS ABUSE, SEXUAL REFERENCES, SWEARING!

- There's always one stupid mistake that changes everything- Tom Kaulitz the biggest player of school and a member of tokio hotel. How fortunate and unfortunate amerie was to meet him. She made his life better but he made her life a hell. "I'm not letting you go your all I have... and if I do I might have to kill you and everyone." ... "Before shutting the door to my locker; through the reflection of the glass I made eye contact with Tom. He stared real hard and a smirk formed on his face." -Completed 11/28/24- This book contains smut ⚠️ Inspired a bit by the movie thirteen / my living nightmare by winternightz

Tom and Juliette had finally reached it all after having barely made it through their own relationship at the beginning. Old habits die hard, and it's no secret that Tom and Juliette are known for putting others in the middle of their crossfire. Years later, and with three kids of their own, they'll find that their troubles are far from over as they continue to hold on to past grudges that will be pushed and defied by their children in their own pursuits of happiness. *A Spinoff of Break My Heart and Don't Lose Sight of Me*